Melting My Cold Heart

Chapter 2

Fate is just too unpredictable. Fate plays tricks on you when you least expected it. Accept, that's the only thing you can do. What will happen, happens.

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It was already January 14. I woke up early for the first time. 

"I'm going back to Korea," I sighed as I walked towards the bathroom and get dressed.

"Morning, oppa" I greeted while descending the stairs.

"Morning, Steff," Mark oppa said as he was busy cooking our breakfast

I scanned the room and asked oppa "Where's dad?"

" He went to work early. Tsss. He didn't even said goodbye to you. "  

 I smiled at him sadly and said  " It's okay oppa"

" Here's your breakfast." Mark oppa said as he puts the plate in the table.  

I grinned like a child when I saw what's on the plate. It was everything I wanted to eat. 

" Oppa, are you psychic? Seriously, how did you know I wanted all of this for breakfast today" I joked at him.

Mark oppa laughed and said " Anyway, you better finish that. Are you ready for your flight today? Did you already pack everything that's important? "

I nodded because I was busy eating. 

" I'll go get the car ready, okay?" Mark oppa informed me.

" Okay" I responded.

After I was done eating, I just loaded the dishes in the dishwasher and proceeded to my room to recheck if everything's ready. Then  I hear oppa shouted saying that the car's ready. 

"Yes, wait a minute. I'll be there soon," I shouted back at him. I looked around the room the last time and sighed. Then I proceeded to dad's room and left a note saying :

Dear Dad,

            I really don't know where to start. I have so much to say to you but no where to begin. It's been hard 5 years for you and the pain I've put you through. All this pain I've caused was because of my selfish behaviour 5 years ago. I caused mom's death. I can't justify what I did.  Dad, I love you so dearly, with all my heart and soul and it hurts because I don't know how to show it. I can't show you how much I care. You never smile at me anymore dad after the accident happen. I've been wanting to see your happy face.

             I wanted to be the girl again whom you played, laughed and told stories 5 years ago. I wanted to have a happy family again like 5 years ago. But I guess that can't happen now right? I guess sending me to a dormitory school on another country would be good idea. A way to run away as far as possible so I can never hurt you.

              I wanted to say sorry for everything. I wanted to say thank you for everything. But what I really want from you is one last chance from you. I love you dad and always remember that. Goodbye...

                                                                                                                                     xx Steff xx

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When I was writing that letter, I cried like a baby. These were things I wanted to say to dad all this time. Things I couldn't say in front him. I wiped my tears and went to oppa.