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Walking across the street I can just feel Taehyung's eyes on me as we come to his shared home, he has questions about what he had just heard and even I had some myself.. what the fuck am I going to do?. I'm precisely 2 days late. That's nothing, surely. My body is probably in shock, under pressure with the police down our necks and the trauma that followed recently.
"So who's your baby daddy, Yoongi Hyung right? Was this a secret? How long?" Taehyung questions.
"Taehyung can you not—"
"I'm just wondering," I hit him "Ok ok listen, If you were..hypothetically.. would you keep it?" He asks sheepishly, I stop and turn to him, and think for a second. What do I know about children? Absolutely nothing.
"Hypothetically..?" I accept but sigh "I don't think I have the juice for it, the way I was raised? How could I take care of a kid? If it wasn't for you guys I'd probably be dead by now, Yoongi used to prefer that option" I chuckled "Always trying to kick me out or get me to leave but I always felt truly safe was with you guys, we're family"
"Exactly, we're family.. even if your hypothetical spawn is probably an evil incarnate, we'd manage, life's got to change sometime right?"
"After everything I just want to live without looking over my shoulder but Yoongi—he loves this shit, he wouldn't give all up this up"
"He would for you, I know everyone thinks I'm crazy but I'm not blind"
"Doesn't mean we'd make good parents, not exactly exceptional role models are we"
"So what?, as long as the kid has food and the best uncles around, what could go wrong?" I look at him with an obvious stare.
"What hasn't gone wrong?"
"Look, remember the first night Jin brought you home?, You stood there in your green little coat not even weighing a hundred pounds soaking wet, Jimin and I were watching X-files, you looked like you hadn't slept for a year, you plopped yourself between us and just like that" He snapped his fingers "You fell asleep, in a room full of men, pabo" He flicked my forehead. "What I mean to say is, we'll look out for you, whether you're in or out of the group, we've got your back"
"Thanks Tae, means a lot"
"I want to be a dad someday too, but my lover isn't ready for that talk yet" He smiles and slips his hands into his pockets looking slightly abashed.
"You have a lover?" I asked, Taehyung was handsome, a little weird but one of the kindest people I knew. As long as you didn't get on his bad side but I'd never seen him with anyone.
"Kind of, not that she knows it, she's too busy with her kpop career" of course I fell for it.
"You're an idiot.." Taehyung just shrugs as he smiles wider as we enter the house.
He heads straight upstairs to rummage through his room, while I pace the living room, a little habit I had picked up from Yoongi, it's a while before I hear a resounding 'found it' as he comes bombaring back down the stairs.
