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Chapter 7: Emotions, Scars, Something CRAZY

"Talk"

"Thought"

Izuku POV:

Shota: "Like I just said from there's a good chance that only one of you will be staying here based off of all of your behaviors" Sensei looked towards me again then looked at the hulking figure of Ameise "Ameise correct?" the ant nodded "Why are you here, you weren't officially part of the test to my knowledge" Ameise stilled for only a moment before did what I considered the most embarrassing thing he possible could have done "I am Ameise first commander of the 'Paraponera clavata' devision and loyal to none but his majesty IZUKU YAGI!" he knelt in front of me and yelled out that last part, god all i wanted to do was shrivel up and die on the spot. Sensei looked over towards me again "He's part of my quirk" was all I managed to squeak out, my eye wandered around the room seeing all of there faces, many were holding back a very hard laugh, even this really tall guy, even with his mask he could tell that he was holding on for dear life, a few looked at him and cringed felling the secondary embarrassment, then final towards the back I could see them the twins look towards him in with a cold expression, Katsuki looking even more pissed as he wanted to blow Ameise's head straight of his body, yet the most unnerving look was Izumi as her eyes bored into my own I looked away quickly yet I still could feel her eyes on me. "Fine you can stay, since he's part of your quirk he can stay, now grab one of these gym outfits and meet me outside" before I could think Ameise had already handed me an outfit "We should go my lord, better to be early than late" I nod and started walking towards the door, I spared a glance back at the classroom many of the students have gotten up and started walking towards the outfits but two didn't, those being Katsuki walking towards me while letting his quirk pop in his hands then the other being Izumi walking towards me with a lifeless expression on her face. Before I could think my reflex's kicked in and had me running down the halls, Ameise called to me but I didn't listen I couldn't be near them so I just kept running until I felt like I ran into a wall yet looking up it was only Ameise, before I could run again he wrapped both pairs of arms around me "Lord they can't hurt you here" Ameise whisperd but it fell on deaf ears, "No no no no no no they're are gonna catch me, I - I ne-need to" I was brought back to reality as Ameise hugged me closer into his chest "My lord you need not fear, for I am here" that stupid little line, my very favorite, part of the reason I'm here in the first place; he wanted that, he wanted to BE that, but right now all he wanted to was feel safe. Tears started to flow from my eyes as I pressed my face into Ameise chest "That's it lor.. no Izuku, I'll always be there for you even if just to be a shoulder to cry on, let it all out" Ameise started to rub my back, soon my tears became like waterfalls and my cries much louder "Good lo... Izuku, please don't feel scared to show your true emotion" after a few minutes of Ameise comforting me my cries died down until they where nothing but whimpers even my tears stopped as it felt like they had dried up. I pushed against Ameise's chest to look at him "th-thank y-ou" was all I could say as I looked at him "I will always be beside you no matter what, especially when it comes to helping you here *he points at my head* but most importantly here *He pointed at my heart* emotions are the most important trait of humans so please never and I mean never be afraid to show your emotions, and it's the best part of you Izuku" he said my name again but this time without almost saying 'lord' I felt more tears welling up but I brushed them away and grabbed his hand "Come on I need to change quickly or I'll be late" Ameise chuckled and tugged at his master's hand, I looked back over to see Ameise's lower arms extended "It will be faster if I carry you" I could just hear the little chuckle in his voice "Fine but please not too fast" 

Time skip brought to you by Chibi Ameise carrying Chibi Izuku to the changing room 

Thankfully as I looked inside I still saw some of my other classmates "Not late" I fist pumped thankfully no one saw that. I slowly crawled my way towards a secluded area with no prying eyes, only one problem Ameise "sure I did want to be more truthfully with my emotions and past yet" he ran his hand over the sleeve of the school uniform "Not yet" I turned to Ameise "Sorry but do you mind uhh... 'standing guard' while I change?" I was praying this worked as I stared at Ameise "Just remember I'll always be here for you" Ameise stated as he turned his back towards Izuku and walked a few feet to make sure he couldn't see Izuku. I sighed and began to remove my cloths, many and I mean may scars adorned my body and I could remember every single one, I traced my fingers along many burnt skin, stab wounds, frost bite, bruises and many more; thankfully almost all of them were heal except, I looked at both of my forearms the horizontal lines speaking for themselves "What would Ameise think of me?" Ameise answered quickly with a louder voice so Izuku could hear "That I am fortunate to have you as my lord" the words echoed in his mind an realization hit me like a ton of bricks, Ameise could hear my thoughts, ALL OF MY THOUGHTS I looked back to see Ameise still turned around "Even thought I can hear you does not mean I will disobey you Izuku, Once you feel ready then and only then will I turn" I looked at Ameise with relief, sadness, fear, but mostly gratefulness; I was grateful that Ameise was so nice, kind hearted, understanding, and patient with me I didn't deserve someone like Ameise in my life. As I finished changing I start walking towards the exit until Ameise grabbed me by the shoulder "Sorry lord but I thought I heard something wrong, did I hear that you don't deserve help?" I froze under him "I ... ugh... y-you s..see" the stammering defiantly didn't help, his only response "Lord once we get back home Me, Fliegen, and Spinne are going to dote on you until you accept the fact you more than anyone deserves happiness" help I'm scared 

After ALL of that we finally reach outside to see Sensei with a tablet and all the other students lined up in front of him   

Shota: "Yagi you're late, mind explaining why?" If death could die it would be due to Sensei's cold stare, I was just gonna blame it on me being clumsy until Ameise stepped in front of me he looked Sensei straight and leaned into Sensei's ear and started to whisper something before he came back to his position besides me "Alright since everyone is here we can start with the test, Yagi since you got the best score you can go first" Sensei tossed the ball to me much to the shock and horror to the twins, Katsuki, and Izumi. I looked at the ball then back to Sensei before he started speaking again "Go stand in the circle over there and throw it as far as possible, you're allowed to use your quirk to the fullest" as he finished his sentence a few classmates cheered and a few said this was gonna be fun "Fun you say?" Sensei had an almost suffocating aura around him "Since you find this fun lets make a game out of this the person last on the ranking will be kicked from the Hero Course" many classmates gasped and a few retorted that this was unfair but Sensei shut them down very quickly "I'm here to train you to be the next great heroes of this generation, I'm not worried about fair I'm only worried about the 'life' you presumably know were hero's can have all the fun in the world yet that's far from the truth" he stood there looking at his students again then looked back towards me "Throw it as far as you can" I looked over my shoulder to see Ameise was directly behind me "May I?" he questioned as he took the ball from my hand, he griped the ball with both of his right arms before sending it flying as he threw it so hard that I swear I heard a sonic boom" Sensei looked at tablet and then turned it towards us "you're here to learn how to channel your power in use for something good, 'fair' is not part of the equation" the screen read [ERROR BALL LOCATION UNKNOWN LAST KNOWN POSITON: Venice, Italy]. My jaw hit the floor after hearing that I looked towards Ameise to see him standing proud "This victory goes to my lord" "Back to the lord thing again?" everyone was stunned to say the VERY LEAST. As the tests continued Ameise kept showing off heck he even beat the purple kid at side hopping, then finally the ball throw again Ameise was still stand proudly until "Yagi come over here and do the test by yourself, if you don't at least beat Ameise you will be expelled" My heart sunk as I heard him even Ameise looked a little concerned "Oh no nononono please no please how? how am I suppose to do this, even with augment there is no way, think Izuku THINK" my brain went into overdrive searching for an answer until a memory flashed in my head "Iruma you little genius" a small smirk formed on my face but I need to concentrate to find exactly what I need. Sitting on the ground in the middle of the circle I searched my head was set ablaze as thousands, millions, maybe billions of voices entered my mind but I stayed determined combing through them all "Even If small there's a chance, Iruma said they are local to South America and like moist dry places" My head searing in pain "Not yet" I willed myself to stay the pain was unbearable as the voices multiplied yet I heard something "THERE" my mind yelled out as I found my target. I stood and waited for a moment then I threw the ball, it bounced a few feet away from me "Well Yagi guess I was wrong you couldn't last here" but before he could continue he looked at me to see the while smile on my face "Are you sure?" a small hint of confusion washed over his face then looked at his tablet but for some reason Izuku's score was on top, even more confusion spread across his face until he saw a little yellow ant crawl from within his tablet then more and more, dropping his tablet a horde of yellow ants crawled out and towards Izuku "Anoplolepis gracilipes also know as the Yellow Crazy Ant, these little critters love to mess with electronics so I tweaked them a little so that they could make a small tweek for me in the score" My smile grew many times more wide "you said to beat Ameise yet you never said that meant throwing farther than him" Sensei looked at me with a manic smile on his lips "This kid" his Sensei thought to himself, I looked towards Ameise with a weak smile until I blacked out. 

YELLOW MY READERS I HAVE RETURNED FROM THE DEAD YET AGAIN, to be honest I'm gonna change Izuku's quirk a bit so that he can make small adjustment to an insects already know abilities like with the Yellow Crazy Ant: They are know for getting into many electronics and causing short circuits and sometimes blackouts. But he can change his commanders abilities at will so still OP