It'll always be YOU

THREE

-Nathan-

I exited the school building after the end of the lessons quickly not wanting to stay a minute longer in this hell. It's literally prison and my nerves weren't helping at all.

Fuck, she is pissing me off. I couldn't control my anger today when she bumped into me and she started apologizing saying sweet nothings about how truly sorry she is and how she wasn't paying attention and all this bullshit. All of it is just bullshit.

She just wants to be seen as sweet and kind for the others to notice. That's why everyone in our school talks about how much of a sweetheart she is. This is her way of gaining attention and she just pretends to be unaware of this attention. I'm sure she does it on purpose. I'm sure she bumped into me today on purpose just so everyone can have their eyes on her.

Everyone thinks that she is an innocent, sweet, kind little girl but I know that behind all this kindness and sweetness it's just a bitch. Delilah, the good girl who helps homeless people and people in need, who looks after stray animals and cares about the environment. The girl who tutors students without anything in return, the girl who doesn't say bad things for anyone, the girl who treats everyone with kindness and politeness. The top student, the best friend, the best daughter and all this bullshit.

Polite and kind my ass. Her heart is full of hate. That's how she looks at me every damn time. That's how she even looked at me the first time on her life. She judged me without even knowing me. I was a complete stranger to her yet she somehow got to hate me without even talking to me. Who does she think she is? The school's little princess? She is so judgemental and suspicious, secretive.

She doesn't talk much, sometimes at all yet everyone likes her. I didn't do anything to her and she hated me from the very first time she laid her ocean blue eyes on me. When I look at those eyes the only thing I see is hate and disgust for me and I just return the feeling. I hate her like she hates me. The feeling is mutual.

That's why when I saw her I snapped. Because I couldn't control my anger. She pisses me off so God damn much. I couldn't listen to her talking shit about how sorry she is so I shut her up. I yelled at her just for her to see how much I hate her. She is not the only one who can look at me that way. And I don't regret it at all. In fact I was soft with her. She should get it in her little brain that she isn't someone in front of me to have this attitude and that I don't buy the sweet little girl game she plays.

I know that behind this sweet girl there is something else. No one can be so kind and have such a heart. No one in today's world at least. People care only for theirselves, everyone is selfish. This is how you survive today and this is how I survive too. There is no room for kindness. Everyone is on their own.

I didn't even realize when I reached my car because of all those thoughts. Fuck it. Fuck her, I say as I open my car and get inside my black Ferari. I start the engine and leave the school's parking lot to get home.

The ride was silent as always. I rarely have any other passengers and that's mostly because all of my friends have their own car so no one needs a drive. We drive together only when we go to matches of the football and basketball team or when we go to clubs and we want to drink our asses of.

I arrive at my house, although it's not really a house, it's a mansion. As you can already guess my parents are rich. My father is New York's top businessman with businesses not only in New York but all around the USA. He also has some in Europe and Asia. My mother is a lawyer so she has a pretty good income too.

There us just a difference between them two. My mom has worked hard to become what she is today and she never used my father's money or power. She did it only by herself, relying only on herself and no one else. Additionally, she raised me too. My father mist times was upset working or cheating on my mom. I'm not stupid. I know he has cheated on her multiple times on the past and he still does it without any shame towards us. His wife and his fucking son.