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I Missed You (G!P Mina)

• Mina goes away for three weeks on a soccer training camp, and Chaeyoung is left flustered and unable to focus on her work. She's more than a little happy when Mina surprises her by coming home a week early

~G!P Mina~

I Missed You

"God damn it" she mutters as the coal smears on the paper, leaving a streak across the carefully drawn cheekbone. The pencil lands on the desk with a dull thud as Chaeyoung swipes a hand across her face in exasperation. The chair groans as she leans back with a huff and pushes away from the desk. There are pencils and brushes scattered all over its surface, crumbled pieces of paper piling up around the trashcan in the corner of the cramped rectangular bedroom. Chaeyoung breathes deeply a couple of times, expelling the air through her nose, before ripping the drawing from the sketchpad and flipping over to a fresh page. The charcoal pencil feels heavy in her hand as she fiddles with it, and a sudden urge to snap it in half makes her fingers twitch.

She's frustrated and exhausted, unable to focus as the deadline for her art assignment closes in on her at record speed. She only has two weeks left to produce four different pieces, using four different techniques. She's already finished two of them, one watercolor painting of a doe in the woods, and one hyper realistic portrait done with a ballpoint pen, leaving only the clay sculpture and charcoal piece. Fucking charcoal.

She knows the pieces she has finished are good, in fact she knows they're fucking amazing, but she hadn't been the way she is now when she had done them. She had been relaxed and inspired and her girlfriend had been there.

Chaeyoung feels empty without Mina there; like all the lights have been dimmed and the colors muted and she can't bring herself to focus on anything other than the fact that her room is silent and her bed feels strange with only one person in it. Even when Dahyun or Tzuyu would burst in and make themselves comfortable on her carpet on the floor, or on the tiny couch in the far end of the room, Chaeyoung feels tense and dull, like she lacks the energy to fully relax and have fun with her friends. She knows her friends are checking in on her, knows they can sense her change of demeanor whenever her girlfriend has to go away on her trips, but she struggles with even the most mundane social interactions, and she just fucking misses Mina.

She sighs heavily, cracking her knuckles and readjusting her hair in its loose, messy bun, and sets about redoing the sketch. Her movements are careful; the strokes of the pencil slow and steady as the outlines of a resting face begins to appear. She furrows her brow when the slope of a nose looks crooked, and her tongue pokes out between her teeth as she concentrates on getting the sharp angle of the jaw just right, and she's so deep into it that she barely registers the sound of the front door to the apartment opening in the hallway past the living room. She doesn't bother poking her head out of her room to check who it is. If she's being perfectly honest she doesn't even know for sure if the person, whoever they may be, is coming or going. She's been holed up in her room since yesterday, surviving on the Gatorade and nutrition bars Mina keeps there for when she has early morning practice but would much rather sleep in her girlfriend's bed than her own. God, she misses her.

It's only been two weeks since she last saw Mina, and she knows it's probably lame to be as utterly attached to another person as she is to the brunette, but she doesn't care. She loves her and misses her, and she just wants to be held in those strong arms and feel safe and energized again. She wants to kiss her and touch her and god, why does she have to be so horny when Mina isn't here.

Chaeyoung had tried convincing herself for quite some time that her affinity to Mina's body was purely artistic appreciation. Anyone who even glances at the athletic brunette is well aware of her beauty. Her pale skin that stretches over lean muscles built from years of dedication on the soccer field; her full lips and sharp jawline; her high cheekbones and piercing eyes are enough to make guys and girls alike drawn to her in both subtle and not so subtle ways.