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"Kamryn" I heard. I was in a pitch black room. It had no walls no floor or no door. It was jus dark and a lot of space.
"Kamryn.." I heard again. I turned towards the voice and seen a white light. I walked towards it and seen it was curtain.
I walked threw it and someone screamed.
"noooo" I turned around but I couldn't see behind the curtain. I turned back to the white and seem birds flying and people talking.
I soon felt myself being pulled back behind the curtain. I turned back wanting to go. Its looked so peaceful and beautiful I didn't want to leave.
"come with me baby" I hear my moms voice.
"mommy?" I asked. I turned around and felt a hand on my shoulder. She soon appeared and had a on the same white dress she had in when she was in her casket. "mommy!" I squealed and hugged her.
I started crying. I miss her so much.
"I missed you so much mommy. Please don't leave me again. Please I promise ill do better" I said. I don't want her to leave me again.
"Its okay baby. I never left you. I was always here wit you and Kaylanï. Your a very good mother even to the kids that wasn't yours" she said touching my cheek. My tears never stopped as she kept talking to me.
"I wanna c-come wit you" I stutteres. "I can't handle it no more money please let me come with you" I better.
"you have so much more to do down there on earth. Its not your time yet baby. Once its your time he would come get you. I love you so much but its not your time yet baby girl" she said.
That name made me cringe.
"I know. That name makes you cringe. I need you to listen to me, I need you to trust bey and jay. They would never do anything to hurt you. They will protect you with all of their strength. I know your scared and can't trust anyone but they would help you be better and give you the same love they give all of their other kids" she said. I nodded crying.
"stop crying baby. I'm tight here talking to you. Giving you advice" she said wiping nut tears away. It seems like that's all I been doing lately. Crying and people being there for me wiping my tears.
"i-im so tired mommy.. I don't wanna live anymore. I know I'm bending selfish b-but don't I have the right to be-be. I want to st-stay for lanï but m-mommy I'm tired. I wanna give up. I can't take it anymore" I cried. I'm starting to sob.
"I know baby. I know" she said shedding a tear. I got pulled into a hug. I cried on her shoulder wanting to never let go. "remember when you were little and I would be on a tour or at the grammys and I would leave you at home with a woman and a man" she asked. I smiled thinking about them. I miss them.
