My chubby Love

Chapter 1♡

Seokjin

I was sitting on the playground stairs, smiling each time he made a goal while eating cheese puffs from the packet, watching him playing football with my best friend Jimin sitting by my side. Jimin has nothing to do here I just brought him here for my company.

Oh god, he looks so hot with his sweaty, messy hairs and his piercing eyes while everytime he's concentrating to score a goal. I guess I'm already drooling. I hear those cheerleaders screaming loud on top of their lungs, cheering the heartthrob of the university with their filthy outfits and jumping like monkeys in zoo while holding their stupid poster written 'JEON JUNGKOOK YOU'RE THE BEST' in bold. Urgh.

"Jungkook Jungkook Jungkook"

"Jungkook oppa, you can do it"

Eww cringy. I did many wrong things in life but never called anyone Oppa. Can they just stop it! It's too irritating. Now look at me, I'm here to cheer for Jungkook, I know in secret but it's not like I'm yelling like some crazy animal.

Suddenly a loud shout startled me "yaahhhhhh"

Those all girls shouted with full enthusiasm because Jungkook and his team won the match with highest goals.

I want to go and congratulate him too, but I'm shy and that would be awkward because we never even talk.

Just last year when we both were bench partners, he was really very funny and talkative at that time with me and as I was sitting on first bench, Mrs. Song our last year's class teacher ordered him to sit beside me. Not that I like to sit on first bench but the last bench was always occupied by Jungkook and his friends Namjoon, Hoseok and Yoongi. He used to make me laugh, telling funny jokes. Once the teacher scolded us because we both were talking and laughing while the lecture was going on. But it was really fun I smiled remembering those time.

Sometimes he talks with me as we sit behind each other near window in class this year. Though he only talks to when he needs to borrow a pen or to ask a query.

Even he always eats my half tiffin nowadays and says "sorry Jin, your mother is really a nice cook and I can't control myself hehe" Though I don't like to share my food with anyone, but if it's Jungkook then I feel happy that he enjoys my food.

All the girls ran towards and gathered near him. One of the girl handed him a water bottle and a towel.
"Here oppa" She said shyly. I swear I'll puke.

"Thanks" He said and smiled slightly.

Then he headed towards the dressing room while wiping his hairs with towel without even glancing at those girls.

That's my Jungkook. I love how he never pays attention to those seducing girls. Aish I love him so much but as you know like how it's in every story that you can't confess cuz you're scared. Exactly that's the only problem I'm scared.

My body is the main obstacle in my confession. Like who would accept a fat guy like me. Jimin tried to convince me many times that I'm not fat, I'm just little chubby and super cute. But we all know that the world doesn't work that way.  People judge you by your every manner, your every action, your every step. The world is judgmental.  And to fit into this judgmental world, we have to work and embrace it as such.

My family plays a major role in making me feel insecure. Like can you believe this? My own parents keep taunting me, scolding me. They say no one will love and marry a fat guy like me. They constantly tell me to diet and exercise. I tried but nothing works. Actually exercising and dieting make me more hungry.

Then come my classmates and some bullies who try to make fun of me in school. I really feel irritated. Is it my fault that no matter how hard I try to lose weight, what can I do if it's not getting reduced? Should I kill myself? Just because I'm fat? I sigh. Life is very complicated. I guess I am the most hated child of God.

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Jungkook
"Kook, your Jinnie came to cheer you on. Did you see him? " Namjoon said teasingly.

Namjoon is the only one who know I love Jin.

"Yes Namjoon, I saw him he was cutely muching cheese puffs" I smiled like some crazy while remembering how cute my Jinnie was looking like a nomnom baby.

"When are you gonna confess Kook? It's already been 14 years now. All you do is to watch him like some madman in love, follow him like stalker and keep talking about him "my Jinnie is so cute, my Jinnie is sweet Blah blah"

Right. I love my Jinnie since we were kids.

Insecurities. Try to flex about your insecurities. Never let your insecurities overpower you.

So the 1st chapter of Jinkook. Let me know your thoughts about it.
Sorry cuz the chapter is short but that's how I'm gonna keep it. As I'm new into this writing world I'm taking slow steps so all chapters will continue 800- 900 words. (Maybe I'll try to extend it in smut chapter😌) apologize for any errors.

Borahae💜

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