Feelings (Kuch Baatein)

6. Heartache, Nightmares

Changing the sides while laying,
Never knew it was all a big fat lie which you were playing,
I was a dumb kid who just made a darned mistake by not obeying the old saying,
People out there probably heartbreakers who are portraying,

The pain in the chest suddenly appeared,
And I wasn't ready because this was the exact thing I mostly feared,
You left me hanging off where the things weren't clear,
Now a sure thing I can never let you break down my walls and come near,

I do smile but it's the one which makes me sick,
Okay, didn't mean to be rude and mimick,
The time running out in rush tick tock tick,
And the funniest failure is that if I want something you'll be the first option I'd pick,

You are fading away in distant,
I miss your laugh, smile and warmth at instant,
You think it's easy to forget but I know the fact that I can't,
Life is slipping through my fingers like sand it has come to an end,

All the world is just so off without you my lovely fool,
I wish like everytime I could play cool,
But there was a reason behind letting go I know you aren't that much dull,
I don't know but the fact that you meant something for me should get inside your thick skull,

All the conversations and sharing of problems,
Only the single act of yours creates humps and bumps,
Cannot feel the air my throat just invented a barley gulp-able lump,
I still miss those moments when you used to agree with me by raising your thumb,

The tub full of sorrow where I'm drowning more and more,
The whole journey without you seems so unsatisfying and sore,
I crave for that embrace from the core,
And you are the one was who made things go crazy with a single roar,

Here I'm with blank feeling somewhere gloominess,
Bearing all the heartaches,
Was loved is loved or will be loved I don't care,
Because you really showed me reality that I wasn't in a dream with you but in a nightmare.......