Untold truths of a shattered man. Volume 1

Chapter 1: Message To You SWEETNESS.

The day i locked eyes with you... Was the day i fell inlove with you. You won't remeber but i do. You wanted to protect your friend from me... I couldn't wait protect you from the world... As time went by we had a second encounter... I was broken and not capable to understand my own pain... Surprisingly you did... You took me in and i became yours... We grew too big for the shackles of depression that tied us down... We lived for eachother, drove eachother insane... Loved one another... I'd burn this world for you and you'd tsme that rage... Eventually due to my actions... The world i fought to protect you against... Was the world i created for you... Simply because i could never admit my fault. I abandoned you in your darkest our not because i couldn't navigate the oceans we called trauma and depression together... But because if i stayed i couldnt give you the blue prints for the world i wanted us to create... The one we drempt about. A year ago today... I lost you. I get we cannot return to being friends... I hope eventually when you decide to read this you... You'll see instead of building a world for you... I want to layer each brick with you... If you'll have me as your builder... Ill leave this with you. By you i am forever undone... ❤️