Untold truths of a shattered man. Volume 1

Presence

I found myself missing you more than usual... Folks telling me how much i need you in my life. Telling me that i was different when you were present... And how empty i am after you left... Without a second thought i think about that time we had our first date... Starring into your eyes watching you soft lips formulate the words you described me as and how i showed I've been everything everyoone thought i was. I believe i am that monster everyone refer to me as... But nobody understood that feeling of being second best... A life was planned, goals and memoried were made. Promises were made and vows were broken... They thought your sister was what i wanted... I just wanted peace not problems... I wanted you... To save you from the chaos known as your reality like you did me... I recall every breath you exhaled after every kiss... Every smile you had as i made you laugh... I'll always love you like they say in every love song... Im starting to accept you don't want it anymore. But I'll always believe you and i fit like  puzzle pieces. I broke your heart... But if i had a second chance to fix it i wouldn't hesitate. I love you