Untold truths of a shattered man. Volume 1

Our Story

Given everything that has transpired... I still love you and i always will. I think about the quedtions you asked me every afternoon... Have you eaten, hows school... The warnings you gave me about the other females... And how right you were. I think the live we invisaged for ourselves and i feel disappointed for not fighting for us against the forces that be. I took me another year to work through my demons... I had to do it on my own and only after i did... I came looking for you, to my suprise it was the hardest thing to do... And once i did i couldn't tell you how i felt clearly out lf respect for your wishes. Its true i didnt treat you properly... I was wrong but all of those things that i missed i regret so much. I wish i could there for you now... Show you this new version of me... I hate it so much but that means its working right? Yeah. It has to be because everyone seems to be confused as too why im not the way i was. Its a long shot... But if i don't id never forgive myself. 26/09/23. Ill be there where we first met. Waiting... And if nothing comed from it i wont be mad. I'll still love you all the same❤️. To the moon and back.