Untold truths of a shattered man. Volume 1

Chapter 2: The Girl Who Transformed Me

Going into a relationship where you are the damaged one is really stressful to the girl /guy who goes. In and has to take on tvis project known as yourself. They have to check in, see where you are mentally, deal with their own baggage and at the end of the day try and become a succes... A one who has been on both sides of the coin... I can attest that its draining... And at the end of the day you believe you're better because you gave someone else a chance...

Truth is... You covering up previous pain. You goo out convince yourself that you're innocent and at the end of the day you find yourself starring a whole into the sealing while your new partner babbles on about the shade of nail poilish on her toes. In that moment you realise... You completely abandoned the person who was willing to risk it all on you... Convinced?
Not yet??
Okay... So because im considered the reincarnation of the devil by my closest friends... Let me dumb it down... I was convinced that leaving the girl i loved was in my best interest and she's not goood for me... Fast forward two months later and everyth8ng she's said was slowly creeping in and before i knew it i found myself thinking about her continously and how she was guarding me from very obvious mistakes. Now fast forward another 2weeks and i found myself again being convinced that ly new relationship isnt healthy and its in my best interest to leave my currect partner... The next day i left my partner... Not because those who were trying to convince me were right ... But because i didnt fight for the girl who needed me to fight. I lost this beautiful soul because i didnt know any better... See why im considered the devil? I tossed a good relationship away because the girl i wanted to build a world for needed me when it counted. So because i didnt fight for her... I refuse to fight for anyone else.