Lost in You (Wonbin)

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"Hi" i say and i sit down in front of him staring at him "umm thanks for showing up y/n" he says and i nod "i wanna get this over with, so say whatever you need to say so i can leave" i say and he nods "uhh yea right, i wanna like apologize for my behavior" he says "i ordered your favorite drink btw" he says and i nod "thanks but you didn't have too" i say

"I wanted too, you didn't deserve what i did and you gave me three chances and i blew them all up for someone who didn't value me like the way you did" he said and all i did was just nod i couldn't say anything else other than nodding, wonbin was three tables over and he was watching us making sure nothing went wrong 

"I'm not asking you to give me a chance again y/n, maybe too just be your friend... again" he says as he grabs both my hands and i just stare at him "i'm very very sorry seriously i never deserved the love you gave me at the time, i've reflected and i know i fucked up very bad i'm super aware of that" he rambled on "can you try to be my friend again... not dating but just a friend" he says and i still didn't answer him

He kept staring at me "your still beautiful" he says "as you always we're" he smiles faintly and i look down thinking of what to say "i don't know if i would wanna be your friend" i say and he looks at me and let's go of my hands getting up from his seat kneeling down in front of me "what are you doing" i say looking around the café "i promise i won't ever bother you again, i just want us to be in good terms and maybe be friends" he said kneeled in front of me and i just stared at him "um could you get up then" i say looking around and he gets up walking back to his seat "okay, sooo" he asked

I sigh "fine, but that doesn't mean i fully forgive you, you did hurt me... a lot" i say and he nods "yea i understand, thanks for giving me chance again though" he said smiling and i let out a small smile and i get up "well i'll get going then" i say "wait... can we maybe meet up or something in campus" he says and i look at him "hmmm sure" i say and he smiles "bye, thanks again y/n" he says and i nod and head out. Wonbin who noticed everything also left not wanting to make it obvious "so you forgave him?" he asked me and i nod "yea, i don't know everyone deserves a chance" i say and he nods "you sure are the nicest person i have ever met" he says and i felt my cheeks burning "oh... nah but thank you" i say and we both walk together 

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"Are you ready for class tomorrow" wonbin asks me "ugh don't even tell me about it. I can't believe its Monday tomorrow" i say "should we see sungchan" i asked and he nods "yea, i bought him food on our way back" he says "okay let's go see him, i also promised yunjin i was gonna see him" i said "is yunjin and sungchan together?" wonbin asked "hmm i don't know how to put it, they do like each other but i guess there too scared to confess you can tell they do" i said "ohh no wonder" wonbin said and i laughed "yea let's go" i said and he nods we head out again to see sungchan

We got to the hospital and we walked to his room only to see yunjin and sungchan hugging and i grabbed wonbin "uhh i don't think its a right time let's just leave the stuff we brought him to one of the nurses and she'll give it to him" i said and wonbin looked confused and peeked "ohhh that's why" he said making me nod we gave it to one of lady's at the front desk and we headed out 

"What do you wanna do" he asked "i wanna go home, i'm tired" i said and he nods "okay let's go tomorrow we have school too so" he said and i nod we both walked back home in a comfortable silence

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