escapism ✈︎ Enhypen x Reader

Let You Go

Dear Geun,

Riki found out the truth. I was not as good at lying as i thought. I couldn't lie to him, to any of them.

Thinking of it now, i think that all of them know the truth. Once again, i couldn't lie.

I'm sorry Geun. I lost myself.

I want to let go of you. But letting you go is harder than i thought.

This night i had a nightmare. We were in an empty room, it was all black. It was almost like a void. Everything black.

I remember smiling as i held you in my arms, just like i used to. But then everything started breaking, the walls, the floor, everything was falling apart. I held onto you as everything around us fell in the vacuum.

The place we were started to shake and you got away from my hold because of the turbulence.

The floor you stood started to break. I tried to reach you as you were falling.

I caught your hand.

It was dark, i was scared and you were slipping away from me. I held onto you like my life depended on it.

"Let me go, y/n"

"What?! I can't let go of you, Geun! If i let go you'll fall"

"If you keep holding we'll both fall. You need to let me go"

"What do you even mean? I can't let you fall, it's too high, you won't make it. I won't give up on you"

"You're not giving up on me, older sister. But my time has come and you need to let go, i need to go, y/n"

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I felt the moment your hand started to slip away from mine. You were falling, and i couldn't catch you in time. Again.

"NO, GEUN! COME BACK GEUN"

I tried to jump in after you. Everything was back to it's place. The floor, the walls. The darkness was as big as ever. You were the only thing missing, and i was the one at the loss.

You were gone once again.