Weight On My World- a poem a day or ... something

If I were gone

i think id actually be really fucking annoyed with how ppl

desrbribed me

like i feel like id sound frustrating or complicated

true true

but theres a universe inside me like us all

one that not everyone may see

one that no one will see entirely

if you give yourself entireally away on purpose you have nothing left inside for yourself

you have to keep your universe inside with your soul

but rest assure that when people look into your eyes

complicated and old as your soul or younge as your soul

expanded less and full of less stars

that they may see two suns burning dimly with fire

beyond that glassy suface somewhere out of reach

or stars and constellions of some days

planets on others

¨tell me, did you sail across the sun. Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights are fading and that heaven is overrated

drops of jupiter in her hair¨

that some days they may see darkness only where light once was

but that there is a universe within us all

i want to share i want to give

but some days my eyes will burn bright

when you are lucky when our eyes connect

i am open now to more than that inside me for if there is vastness within

there must be vastness without

and i know i breath deep i see into them

for the openness to the worlds

and the human heart the human bonds we all share

while there is a universe within us all all having different centers

and i know

we have found

our biggest greatness

of universe of infinate infinaties and infinate sizes

combines.