𝐁𝐄𝐘𝐎𝐍𝐂𝐄́ 𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐒

Sweet but bad

Beyonce's pov

I was sitting in my home office trying to answer some emails for my job before my meeting in two hours. I was trying to get my emails in before one of my littles came in bugging me about something.

Speaking of my littles. Lauren came running into my office with blue marker all over her face. My eyes slightly widened. "Lauren did you do that to your face?" I asked her. She frowned at me and shook her head. "No mommy it was Nika-"

Before Lauren could finish her sentence I heard something fall. Then multiple things fall. I groaned getting out of my work chair, and walking to where I heard the noise coming from.

I walked into the living room seeing it a wreck. I pinched the bridge of my nose and sighed. "Onika did you mess up mommy's living room?" I calmly asked her. She looked at me with the most cutest eyes ever. I know I couldn't fall for that.

"No mama I di-nint do it." Onika said in her sweet squeaky voice. She smiled at me, I almost gave in but I couldn't. "Onika. Did you or did you not mess up my living room and draw on Lauren's face?" I asked more sternly.

She burst into tears. "I sorry mommy! I sorryyyy!" She said through her tears. I hated seeing my babies cry, but she did this herself.

I wanted to just pick her up and tell her it's no big deal, but I can't do that. "I'm going to go get Lauren cleaned up. When I get back, this living room should be how it was before." I said slightly raising my voice.

Onika stopped crying, and nodded her head. She slowly started to fix the living room. Her sad face made me want to cry, so I walked away quickly with Lauren in my arms.

I walked into the bathroom and placed Lauren down on the sink. I was a little suspicious, because Onika would never draw on someone or something. That's not like her.

But that's like Lauren. I sighed and grabbed a paper towel from the side of her, and wet it a little before wiping her face. "Lolo, why did Oni draw on your face?" I questioned, knowing she was about to lie to me.

She looked everywhere but at me. "She scratched me. See?" She said subtly trying to scratch herself and then holding her arm up. I hummed in response just continuing to wipe her face off.

Once I was done I put a barbie bandaid on her arm, since she just had to make herself bleed to try to convince me that Onika hurt her.

I mentally cringed at the thought of her just doing that to herself. I kissed Lauren's cheek multiple times before making her go into the corner.

"But mommy-" I cut her off with my hand. "But nothing Nicole. You lied to mommy so now you have to be in time out and take a nap early." I told her. She just sat in the corner and cried.

I hate punishing them, but I'm not going to let them walk all over me. It's already bad enough they're bad as hell. I just shook my head and went back into the living room to check on Onika.

I saw that everything was now clean, and I smiled. She looked at me from the couch, then looked away. She was crying, which made my smile fade. I walked over to the couch and sat next to her. I patted my lap, signaling her to come sit, and she did just that.

I wiped her tears and held her waist. "Why did you mess up my living room?" I asked sternly. She shrugged her shoulders. "Cause, I wan to." She said looking away. I smacked my lips.

I didn't have time for this. I just carried her into the room with Lauren, and sat her down on the bed. "Both of you lay down, and take a nap. I have a meeting and y'all will not be interrupting me." I said closing the door, and locking it from the outside.

I sighed. I don't know why I have two littles and they're both so bad. But they're so cute. Sometimes they're too much for me but I figure it out always. Sometimes I just wish I had more help.

I sighed again walking into my office trying to hurry since I got word that the meeting was now earlier. I wanted to not go but money is on the line. I can't lose money just because I'm frustrated about something small.

I sat down in my desk chair, crossing my legs. I don't know why, but I just felt like crying. Lately it's been stressful with Lauren and Onika, and I just need a big hug right about now. That's what would make me feel better.

I signed into the meeting sighing, but quickly putting a smile on my face once my face was on camera. I mentally sighed once I saw everyone else's face as well.

I felt something wet on my shirt. I cut my camera off and looked down, only to see that breastmilk was leaking onto my white blouse. I silently cursed to myself realizing that Onika and Lauren probably couldn't sleep because they haven't gotten milk yet.

I lied and told my boss that I had to feed my newborn twins, and thankfully she let me go. I got out of my chair already unbuttoning my blouse.

I opened the door that the girls were in, and they were sucking on their pacifiers. They looked so cute right now. I wanted to tell them that I was sorry for punishing them but I know they'd just do it again.

I crawled in the bed, in the middle of them and they just looked at me. I gave them the 'bitch really?' Look, because they already know what time it is, I don't know why they were acting like this, it's not like I spanked them.

"What are y'all waiting for? Come on so y'all can take this nap." I said sternly. I had to act like I was still mad just so they could be good. They slowly crawled to me, as I took my bra off.

As soon as the two slowpokes made their way to me, they latched onto me, and I felt their bodies relax as if they were waiting for this. They looked tired anyway.

A couple minutes later, I heard light snores coming from the both of them. I slowly lifted them from my chest, and laid them down on the bed. When I saw that I didn't wake them, I did a silent cheer and walked out of the room locking it from the outside.

Now that I had time for myself, I took it upon myself to go into my special drawer in my room. If you know you know..

I wasn't even horny, but I was stressed and I needed to release some stress. When I got comfortable in my bed about to pleasure myself, my best friend Robyn burst in my room smiling.

"Kill yourself." I said subtly hiding my vibrator under my pillow. "Wow that's rude. You're going to talk to your best friend like that?" She asked me. I rolled my eyes, and sighed.

"Can you leave? I just put the girls to sleep and you get loud as hell for no reason." I said obviously irritated. Like who the hell bursts in someone's house when they're about to masturbate.

Real fucking disrespectful.

"Okay fine I'll come back later." She said kissing my forehead then leaving. I wasn't even in the mood anymore so I just went to sleep.

Part 2?