I'll always be right there

Baby there's no going back

Before I start this I just want to apologize for the emotional roller coaster that's about to take place. Get ready to cry your eyes out because that's what happened to me as I was writing it lol. Hope you enjoy!

Ariana's POV
Drama. That's all I could think of when I heard about Sean.

I don't know if it was all the stress I had or if it was the amount of anger he was causing me lately, but anything that had to do with my fiancé automatically set me off.

I didn't like it.

I love him very much, obviously, but he was distant. He made me mad. But why?

My thoughts were pulled aside when the person I least wanted to talk to walked in.

"Hey baby" he said to me.

"Hi" I said softly, not looking into his eyes like I usually did.

"You ok babe?" He asked me.

"Mhm" I murmured. He looked at me kinda confused, making my heart sink a little bit.

I was mad at him when really he should be mad at me. I was keeping secrets, he wasn't. Or, not that I knew of.

In a way I felt like I should just tell him and resolve whatever problems we had, but another part of me felt like that would destroy our relationship completely.

"I'm fine" I said with a fake smile as I brushed my hand slightly over his.

"Good" he said. Although he smiled at me, I could see it in his eyes that he was worried about me.

"I'm gonna go take a quick nap, uh, I invited sascha over for later if that's ok?" I said.

"It's all good" he said before he hugged me and kissed me gently.

I can't deny that his gesture made me feel weak but then the thoughts of what I was keeping from him came crawling back into my mind.

I yawned quietly before he let me go of his embrace. "Go get some sleep" he said pushing me playfully.

I smiled one last time before heading up to our bedroom.

Once I reached the top of the steps I pulled out my phone and headed into the bedroom, closing it very quietly.

I was doing the one thing I told myself I shouldn't be doing.

I dialed his number and waited for the line to pickup. My heart sped up as soon as I heard the familiar voice.

"How are you" the person spoke.

"I'm alright. How 'bout you?" I asked biting down on my lip.

"Nothin much. Been missing your voice. I miss your little body" he said, making me cringe.

I knew in my heart that this had to stop. I was taking comfort into another person when I had someone who loved me deeply and willing to fulfill my wishes.

"Justin...I just can't-" I began.

"Ariana, I love you" he said, throwing me completely off guard.

With that, I hung up the phone and stood there motionless.

I could not breathe, I could not think properly, I could not see straight.

Justin Bieber had just told me he fucking loves me.

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Ariana lay in the king size bed, fast asleep when agh finally woke up to the sound of her song playing downstairs.