my first love, a fanfic about Margot Robbie

confession. (Sad)

Warnings: mentions of self harm, and cutting!
(Please never do this, if you need help there are numbers to call for professionals , and I'm also here if you need me)

Y/N's POV: I had just gotten out of the bathroom, after cutting myself. I felt so stressed, all of my friends hated me, my parents had issues and I had a horrible body image I didn't know what to do, It just felt right to harm myself. I hurried to clean up the mess I had just made, put on a hoodie and unlocked the bathroom door, I didn't even take two steps, and was already face to face with Margot. "Hello cutiee! Why are you wearing a hoodie? It's so warm inside the house!" She asks me. I stuttered, and mumbled, and it took me a while to even get out a sentence. "Oh, I just got this new hoodie, it was comfortable so I wanted to wear it." I said. Since in Australia, its the summer (author's note, its not its so cold rn) I never buy hoodies, so Margot wouldn't know if the hoodie was new or not.

Margot's POV: Something seemed off about y/n. She rarely ever buys let alone wears hoodies during the summer, I couldn't tell if she was being truthful with me or not. "Are you sure? Whatever it is, you can trust me, I won't be angry at you. Promise" I reassured y/n.
"I'm okay! I swear, you don't need to worry about me!" Y/n said, in a cold shaken voice. I nodded, and leaned up to her to give her a kiss. I leaned up on her arm, and she hurried and leaned away from the kiss, holding onto her arm. "Oh, whats wrong? Did I do something?" "No, you didn't! My arm is just itchy, thats all!" "Oh, okay." Y/n leaned back in for a kiss, but kept her arms behind her back. Why would y/n have the need to do that? After we pulled away from the kiss, I raced to the bathroom, cause I really needed to go. As I walked into the bathroom, y/n had this worried look on her face. I was going to ask her what was wrong, but she ran to the kitchen.
I walked into the bathroom, brushed my teeth, did my skincare , all the things you'd do before going to bed. I reached up into the mirrored drawers on the wall, to reach for some of my stuff. I picked it up, but something else fell. It was a blade? The bathroom was shared between me and y/n, whatever wasn't mine had to be y/n's. I picked up the blade, and my heart sank to the bottom when I realised, y/n was harming herself . It all make sense, the hoodie, the fact that she spent so incredibly long in the bathroom, the bloody tissues in our bin, and her holding onto her arm when I bumped into it. I try my very best and hardest not to burst into tears. My first thought was to yell out to y/n, but I needed some time to process all of this. It got later so I figured I'd crawl into bed with her, and get a chance to talk to her about this.

Y/N's POV: I lied there, in our bed, still feeling incredibly guilty about what I had just did. Would Margot find out? Would she be mad at me? What would her reaction be? All these questions came to my mind, but quickly left as soon as I heard Margot enter the room and crawl underneath the covers with me. "Hi baby! Are you gonna wear the hoodie to sleep?" She said. A panicky look came across to my face. "Oh, yeah, I was going to!" I really didn't want to, sleeping in hoodies was the worst. "Can I ask you something?" She said. "Yeah, of course, you can ask me anything! What is it?" I said. "I wanted to ask you if you're harming yourself." My face immediately drops. "No, why would you ask that! Of course not!" I lied. "Y/n , I know you're not being truthful with me right now," "how could you possibly know that?"
"I saw your blade in the bathroom, I saw the bloody tissues. I saw it y/n"

Margot's POV: I was fulled with guilt the moment those words flew out of my mouth. Y/n immediately bursts into tears, and hugs me tight. "Im sorry, I'm just so stressed, I can't do it, I'm sorry, please don't be mad at me, you're all I have left, please Margot I'm so sorry." She blurts out. I can feel myself about to cry as well. "Y/n why would I be mad at you? I care for you, and I love you so much. Please, my love, stop doing that to yourself. If something happens just tell me." I say, kissing y/n on her cheek.
Y/n sniffles, and wipes her teary eyes. "I promise."
"Now, lets just end the night with cuddles and kisses, alright?" I said, y/n's face lit up, and she nodded.
"I'm gonna hold you and kiss you in my arms all night long." I said.
"I love you Margot."
"I love you more, baby."