I fell in love to a Cassanova

chapter 37

Hello! Just a reminder, this update might make you cry because it made me cry while typing this. If you have any questions, please comment it down below (don't make this flop lmao)

 

Anywaaaay, this will be a sad update. For now, pov muna 'to ni James ok? :)

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James' pov

"Ano pa ba gusto mong pag usapan?" tanong ni Nadine pero hindi niya padin ako hinaharap. Halata sa boses niya ang pangkainis, pero napansin ko din na nanginginig kamay niya, sa sobrang galit...

"I just want to bring back the friendship that we had before. That's it. Alam ko nasaktan kita, call me stupid or what for hurting you. Yes, im an asshole. Oo alam ko din na pinaasa kita. Nagsisisi ako. If only I could bring back time, I would've told you.. but unfortunately, I can't," Hinarap na ako ni Nadine. Kitang kita sa mga mata niya yung sakit at galit na ginawa ko sakaniya, "can we just please fix everything? Look, im already happy with my life. I want you to be happy, Nadine. We have to move on. And I heard, may boyfriend ka na. Aren't you happy with him? Hindi ka pa ba masaya? Naka move on na ako, and I can see na naka move on ka na din.. All I want is to bring back the friendship that we had."

"Alam mo James? All my life I've never been happy. I've never been contented with my life. Palaging may kulang. It's either yung kulang na yun is either umaalis sa buhay ko or wala sa buhay ko. Wala akong pakialam kung may girlfriend ka na, wala akong pakialam kung masaya ka na, at lalong wala na akong pakialam dun sa friendship na sinasabi mo. Tandaan mo, ikaw ang sumira nun," umiiyak na si Nadine, I can't stand seeing her like this, "Simula nung umalis ka, wala na tayong friendship. Simula nung tumapak ka sa eroplano, wala na tayong friendship. Simula nung hindi ka nagparamdam, wala na tayong friendship. SO TO SUM IT UP, WALA TAYONG FRIENDSHIP. Yes, tama ka, may boyfriend ako, but do you think he can make me happy? Do you think he can give me everything that I want? No. Bakit pa kasi kailangan mong bumalik? Sana doon ka nalang! Tutal sabi mo masaya ka na sa buhay mo! Bakit kailangan mo pa bumalik dito? Para pahirapan ako?! You might be thinking why the hell am I acting like this, its because I still like you! Damn it! BUT NO. I HATE YOU. WE'RE OVER. GOODBYE."

Nakatayo lang ako dun, I don't know what to say. Nagulat ako sa mga sinabi niya. I don't know what to feel. Lumakad siya palayo saakin, I can tell na umiiyak padin siya.. she's not okay.. bago siya makalayo ng tuluyan...

"Happy Birthday, Nadine. I love you... as a friend."