your love scares me

sunday

i wake up to the phone ringing in my room so i pick up and alex said that he was gonna come over in 15 so he called to wake me up while on the phone i went to check the time 4am his mom was going to work early so he had to come over usally he would just come over for fun but he had to bcs if not he couldnt leave his room (they had a break in a couple years ago) but when we hated eachother he would just stay on the couch usally when he came we would go back to sleep for a while so i just made sure i had shorts on (frl who tf sleeps w pants on) and layed in my bed until i got another call "hey ima bout to leave should i bring clothes" alex says "mhm yeah porbably bring a swim suit too" (its hot enough) "okay bye be there in like a min" "okay" i get up and unlock my door so he can get in 

al:hey

st:hey

al:you mind if i get in bed w you

'hes still wearing pjs but damn does he look good in the morning'

st:lemme move first 

he gets in bed with me and pulls my covers over himself 

                                                                                      bedroom inspo

and puts his arm around me my mom is still asleep but she knows hes here. "you know you always smell like fresh brewed coffee for some reason" he mumbles into my neck where he had placed his head "maybe dont smell me then" i say giggling at his statment that gave me butterflies "no i like it" he burys his head into my neck again and breathes in a little "go to sleep weirdo" he says now picking his head up because i moved my hips into his i fall asleep for some stupid reason i dream of a huge boot chasing me idk what happend in my life to make that my thought but it was intresting 

                                                                       how they where sleeping 

                                                                       they were in a bed tho obv 

i wake up in the same positon with alex now hugging me tighter sleeping peacfully so i pick my head up to see if i can see the time i see it and start thinking of how to wake him up bcs its now 10:37 "hey alex mi amigo wake up" "mmm what" he says in a groggy morning voice "its 10:40"  "oh shit" he gets up and walks to the bathroom so i get dressed 

"so no thong today" i hear alex say from the door frame "no sorry" i say laughing hes still in the door frame but he starts walking to my bed to sit down "what should we do" he says hangin upside down on my my bed "well i can see if heath oh wait nvm maybe brandt or dustin can come over" i say walking to where i keep my deoderant "no i want today to be only us" he says im waiting for him to say somthing like "jk" or "not like that" but he doesnt he just sits there watching me walk and scramble around trying to find my deoderant "stell" "what" "its on your nightstand" i look to my nightstand seeing it there so i walk over and put it on i look at him for a minuet and hes just looking at me his eyes following my every move watching me "why are you looking at me like that stells" fuck ive been caught "uhh idk" he stands up and walks over to me "really you dont sound to sure" he gets close walking up to me i feel his breath on my forehead "wanna say that again" my heart is doing flips my stomach is basically a butterly nd im blushing harder than i ever have sure yeah hes cute but we just started being friends again, now if he kissed me id kiss back but thats not the point "hola el desayuno esta listo" i hear my mom yell from downstairs "bye stella" he walks out fast smiling leaving me flustered and red 

my mom gives me a plate and i go sit next to alex "hey stella" he says like he didnt just leave me high and dry in my room "hey alex" i say still kinda mad about what he did so i put my hand on his thigh "*what the fuck do you think your doing*" he whispers in my ear "what you just did to me" i say while getting up and putting my plate in the sink "Bye alex" i go up to my room to get my swim suit on 

IN THE POOL LATER IN THE DAY LIKE 9:00 

im swiming when i hear a splash so i come up to see who it was, alex i always loved him with wet hair he swims up to me "hey stell" he says softly as he grabs my waist still kicking his legs to stay above water "hey alex" i say still looking at his lips "what are you doing" i say while he's still staring into my eyes "what do you mean" he says raising one eyebrow " i dont know like right now grabing my waist or earlier when you where about to kiss me or this morning when you were smelling me" i see him blush a little and he pulls me closer and all i want to do is kiss him "idk maybe i just like having you close" i roll my eyes "if you like me just tell me bcs ive been waiting to say somthing" i rush out as fast as i can to get it over with and he looks at my eyes then my lips and leans in i lean in too and our lips connect, fitting perfectly together "Hola tortolitos, entrad" my mom says "what did she say" alex breathes out after disconnecting our lips "come inside lovebirds" (b4 anybody says anthing ik thats not what it translates to) "mm so im guessing she saw" he says swimming with me out of the pool "are we dating" i say worried hed just go back to heather in a week "well do you want to be my gf" he says like its nothing "when you mean it sure" 

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