Pain of Love

Reveal

4 days later (June 1st)

The day finally came. The Scream album releasing day. I saw millions of posts of people saying how excited they were for this album and how they wanted to learn all the songs for tour even tho it started in two days. The album was releasing at 12pm in Germany and we booked a little party hall just for us. There was food and drinks everywhere and some games for entertainment. I remember the day Gustav told me about Tom, Bill and Georg. He was so excited to have a band, devilish, and he kept telling me how they were planning on releasing their very first album one day. And today they were releasing their third album as Tokio Hotel. I was so proud of them it made me want to cry.

When it was finally 12pm, David came up to us in tears and hugged us saying how proud he was. Even tho I was only apart of this album, I felt really included. David has been their manager since day 1, so I can't imagine how he must've felt. "I can't believe that we just released our third album together.", Bill said tearing up as well. Tom, Gustav and Georg also gave a little speech about how happy they were and how they wanted their friendship to last forever. "Stop, you're going to make me cry too", I said trying to hold back my tears. "Can we tell her now? I can't wait anymore", Tom said. "Tell me what?", I asked.

David came up to me with two sheets of paper in his hands. "Well why don't you read it yourself?", he said before placing them in front of me. My heart was racing as I read the title. "Contract". I looked up in confusion just to see all of them grinning and Bill saying:"Read the rest out loud, hurry up!", while jumping up and down in excitement. So I did; " Official signing contract to officially and publicly become a member of the band: Tokio Hotel- You can't be serious.", I said before covering my mouth with both of my hands. "Will you become a member of our band?", Bill asked. I looked at Tom who was tearing up. They all knew my answer. "I- ", I couldn't even finish my sentence before they all came up to me and hugged me tight.

After they let go I sat down in a chair to let everything sink in. "You can't be for real.", I said wiping a tear from my cheek. Gustav hugged me once again. "I'm so happy for you I can't even describe it.", he said. "So I guess you ended up liking the surprise after all.", Georg said smiling.

"We loved working with you so much and we saw how much of an amazing guitar player you are, so I spoke with the crew first and then with the boys and we decided to have you on our team officially. A second guitar is very helpful, especially in live concerts and you are the perfect person for this.", David said before hugging me too. "Wait so will I be going on tour as well?", I asked. "Yep, and that's why we got you out of school for a few months", Tom said before wiping a tear from his eye. "Why are you crying? You're going to make me cry again.", I said before standing up and hugging him, "Thank you so much."

I signed the contract and spoke with the whole crew to make sure that everything was clear before we headed back to the twins' house. I still couldn't believe what happened. "How do you think the fans will react?", I asked while we were sitting in the living room planning the tour. "I think they'll be weirded out at first, but then they'll get to know you and they will love you. And if not, then thats their problem.", Tom said.

We started planning my outfits, hairstyles and positions on stage. "Okay well now you have to learn the transitions from song to song and the order in which we'll play them. It will be a lot to learn in two days, but we believe in you and you can do it.", Bill said. "And I'll always be here to help you whenever you need me to.", Tom said. I started learning the first part of the songs and I memorised them in just 15 minutes. Tom was there to help me the whole time and we spent some quality time together.

Later that night I was in one of the guest bedrooms just getting ready for bed when I heard a loud knock on my door. "Come in!", I said while I was sitting in my bed. "Hey", Tom said before closing the door behind him. He sat down next to me before saying : "How was today for you?", he asked. "Really good, I still can't believe you guys did that for me. Oh, and thank you for helping me, you're a really good teacher.", I said. "You don't know how much it means to me that you accepted, I don't even know why. I just feel like we got really close over the past few weeks and you were always there for me when I needed someone to talk to.", he said before I hugged him.