I always thought that someone will come and help me get through this shitty part of my life. But I am not sure I believe it anymore. I am so tired, maybe pathetic trying to find comfort and never succeed. I feel so alone.
Everyday goes by and I am not sure if I can wake up and go through my day. I think that I am not strong enough, this is why I feel the need for someone to appear in my life.
But what if I have no strength left? What if I want to give up?
I have already, in a point. And nobody seems to get it how I feel, how I want to feel. They think that I am okay again, that it was just a phase.
I don't think they will even understand if I try talk to them.
One word that is on my mind till the day it all started: tired.
Maybe I should give up, in some things.
Nadia,
xoxo
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What means to be alive
Romancegetting to know life, you can call it poetry or whatever you like, these are my thoughts, you are welcome here. About:love,friends, family, anxiety,ed,panic attacks, self descovery. Save this book, i will upload slowly.
