I'm in the alley trying to read the poem I made for Jane. "it's the way... It's... Shit damet, it's the way... " I was frustrated until I hear a voice say "who are you talking to? " I turn around to see a girl. "ah Jesus, you just scared the crap out of me" I said out of breath. "sorry" she apologized "no it's alright I just Umm... I thought I was alone" I said trying to make it seem it's not her fault. "so your talking to no one?" she asked "yeah" I answered embarrassed "so you got Uh humfree?" she asked "yeah wustel brury" I answered. "North, do you know who's party this is? " she asked curious "no, no how about you? " I asked thinking she would know.
Aubrey is Italic Dave is Bold
"no, no I don't know I got brought by some friends, not friends really just by some girls they might be whores, or at least whoreish"
"yeah the guys I hangout with like, we drive around all night calling everyone we know just looking for some party you know? Like any party and, and when we finally find one, get here and we won't know any one so we will just stand around and just leave" I say as she walks around in circles.
"silly why do you do it?" she asked
"I don't know what else are you going to do Uh? I say as some people walk into the alley to leave.
"why did you come out tonight?" I asked.
"I don't know, to laugh maybe ,not, not looking for a boyfriend I already got one kind of, I got a dude" she answered.
"who? "
"why? "
"maybe I know him"
"you don't he's older" she says as more people walk into the alley
"so why aren't you in there right now? You know going to hit on some sophomore with a low self of steam?"
"I know I just, kind of have a girl I want"
"what's her name? "
"Jane"
"Jane nosebob?"
"Jane halend"
"So, what's your name?" she asked leanings on the wall
"Dave"
"Dave? Aubrey"
"Adrey"
"Aubrey" she corrected me
"Aubrey" I said slowly
"yeah"
"so you go to North? "
"yeah"
"senior?"
"Junior"
"right of course you are"
"what is that suppose to mean, am I not mature enough?"
"no of course you are its just, Uh you have that look in your eyes, you know? That desperate look, wooh I'm a senior graduating less than a month, all my night drunk high school parties are almost over"
"it doesn't make sense"
"right?"
"so this girl Jane does she like you back? "
"she likes me platonically as a friend"
"oh I know what platonically means I'm a junior not a moron"
"sorry" I apologized
"it's cool Dave" she accepts my apologie "so have you tried to get at her? "
"I think she is going to hookup with Brandon Mellter"
"my friend hooked up with Brandon Mellter I wouldn't get my hopes up he is ripped"
"what uh are you doing to me?"
"sorry I'm just saying if she is going with Brandon Mellter I wouldn't get my hopes up"
"trust me there not, that's why im here"
"your hiding"
"I'm not hiding I'm flinging"
"flinging?"
"yeah, I just, I had to get out out of there okay, I can't exactly stand around and watch the girl im in love with flirt with the best looking guy ever, I don't know it's torture"
"want some gum? "
"na thanks, Uh yeah actually"
She hands me the gum and our hands touch. It gets awkward.
"I should get back inside before you know"
"actually wait hey I need to ask you a question"
"hmm? "
"you think it's possible if there's something I could do, a way to this girl there's some way to tell her how I feel, a way for her to fall for me, you know?"
"what did you have in mind?"
I pulled a paper out of my pocket.
"wow"
"Jany Jany lately I've been feeling like there is so much noise you know? Static these voices attention, teachers, parents, magazines saying who's not cool enough and all this shit is so loud I can't even hear myself think I just want to get in my car and drive away, but than I see you I see you across the hall leaning against your locker and the way you tuck your hair behind your ear, and you see me and you smile, just smile and the only thing it's just you and me you know?"
Aubrey just smiles at me.
"oh, oh my god, I'm literally to embarrassed, I can't believe I just said that"
"nooo"
"out loud, I mean even you I- I can't believe I just can't say that to her"
"okay well okay it's not dumb its, she doesn't really care about that shit the magazines and she definitely doesn't want to hear you how you like the way she tucks her hair behind her ear, I doubt she wants to hear her a thing, all she wants is feel a little less freaked out that she already is, but she wants to be a guy who knows who he is and if you want to be that guy, then rade, but if you can't your not going to be her dude" she explained to me.
"I'm never going to be her dude am I?" I say sitting in the middle of the street in the alley.
"not with that attitude my friend no and your a senior so I'm pretty sure she can remember you as a dude and not a talker"
"maybe"
Than another guy comes in the alley with a skateboard so we move to the side. I'm sitting and she is standing.
"so well you should probably get back, you know? With your worried friends"
"why? "
"I just thought if you wanted to catch a ride with me"
She sits next to me.
"I don't want to go and look for them so I won't"
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