Navy

chapter 5:Wedding [part 1]

Navy Logan Brown

Our wedding had been announced two months ago, time had gone by so fast and a normal person would think this wedding was taking place so fast butt no one i this little world i had entered seemed to be normal so here i was.

THE BIGGEST WEDDING OF THE CENTURY claimed times magazine, but its funny how people feared me since my name had been associated with Axel.he was feared and not respected ,many people seemed to confuse this two and i guess he was part of those people ,that was by far all i knew of my future Husband,

A day before my wedding trying to not feel bad as i watched Amy and Nylah eat snacks while we watched a movie, i had been watching my weight for the past month to still fit in mommas old wedding dress well i had not ate for about a week now it was only water and gum.

I did not notice how much weight i had gained i could not stand looking at myself why did it efffect me this much i still do not know but i whole heartedly hated my body , i wanted it to be like the others so bad it hurt.

And i had lost only 8 kilograms which meant i did all that for nothing , i knew i woulld never be like those models but all i needed was to lose just little more weight just untill i was the right weight.

By the time Amy and Nylah fell asleep it was around half elevn but no matter how many times i turned i could not fall asleep so i decided to go for a stroll outside.

We were currently at the hotel complex were everybody taking part in the wedding was currently at.the whole hotel was booked just s

The bachelor party taking place near the bar had probably ended a few minutes before i took off for my stroll, because you could here there people who were on attendance leaving and going the opposite direction from me.

Was i really ready to spend the rest of my sad life with this man, was it worth sacrificing every thing i had so far to prove to my family something that they already knew maybe not but i was gong to go through with this for me not for any one else.

The stars were beautiful from here, you could easily see the Orion constellation from here and if you closely observed you could easily see Rigel from here.

And as i passed by the bar i saw some one large, some one very tall... it must have been a bar tender probably, who else would be out here at this hour of the night?

I might have been the most stupid person on earth because my life choices were very questioning decisions and walking up to this stranger was one of them, what if he was a serial killer ,that would be a very creative way to get out of this wedding.

"Navy Brown i would recommend you stop on your tracks and go to bed" his voice was familiar and new at the same time, wait how did he know it was me behind him, who was he?

"Who are you and how do you know my name?" i asked as the figure turned around and his dark hair was all messed up , he was wearing what was supposed to be a lack suit but the neck tie and jacket no were to be seen.

"How could you not recognise your own fiance" oh my lord this was him ?What had i gotten myself into he was so tall and his muscles could be seen from here i was about fifteen feet away from him.

his facial features were so unique it was crazy ,he had long arms he could be a perfect basketball player but yet he was a soon to be mafia leader he could kill me at any time and i would not even be able to protect myself

I soon took a few steps back ,if i had played this well i would be on my way back , but no, my feet had not badged it ws as if there were rooted to the floor.

"You should sleep, tomorrow we have a lot of fake smiling to do" he said as he took a sip of what ever from his cup

"I should also say the same thing" Sometimes i am sure i have a death wish, why in the hell did i answer back, i pray he did not hear that.

"Oh now she speaks" he said then chuckled, that wasn't funny but what was i expecting from a drunk man.

A strong breeze passed in between the two of us maybe this was a sign for me to just leave but i just could not ,it was mid night he was alone in the bar, it was just us two he could easily just harm me.

But he did not, he chose not to ,i was hanging on to the little piece of hope, maybe that meant something but i was probably very wrong it was just me being me , i had too much hope in humanity, Nolan said he had loved that much about me, but i knew he meant i was very gullible and just hoped every one had a little string of kindness and in the right situation in could be brought out.

but maybe he was just like that his humanity shut off and thrown somewhere, THE DEVIL ENCARNATED every one claimed he was but maybe he was different....

"you know what miss brown, I envy everyone who has never met you" he said as he put down his drink.

"anyways its very bad luck to see the bride before the wedding on the wedding day" he said as he took off simply disappearing into the night.

if only he knew i envied them too...

People i never got to burden people who never had to worry about me.....

just a few months Nolan promised and he would get me out of this, i just had to pretend to be the clue less dumb wife till then.

SOON AXEL WOULD TRUELY WISH HE HAD NEVER CROSSED PATHS WITH ME