Story Of My Life

Chapter 7

Pond pov

Last week Joong ask me about my crush on the guy who works in a cafe , and I was confused on why suddenly did he ask me.

Come on , tell me Pond , who's that person... Its nearly one year already and you haven't told me at all , Joong said dramatically and I kinda feel bad for not telling him cause he's my best friend and he shared those me everything and I don't, so since there's no harm in sharing it to him , i confess everything to him

Well actually Joong , you know that person very well , I said giving him abit of clue

Howww,,, come on Pond just tell me already, how will I know someone who works in a cafe , the only cafe i know is where Phuwin works , Joong said with a confused face

Yeahhh , I just said teasing him a bit

What yeah Pond, seriously the only person I know who works in a cafe is Phuwin ; Joong said becoming irritated and I just smile at him...
And Joong face was worth to see. He became speechless and I just smile at him.

Wa-wait so all this time it was Phuwin?
The cafe guy , it was Phuwin all this time.... Why , why didn't you tell me earlier.... Joong said

Well, I just don't want to ruin things , I don't know if I let my feelings out and Phu don't feel the same way , i know our friendship will not be the same anymore and I don't want to destroy our friendship just because of my feelings. I said, not really knowing how to express or give an answer.

But Pond , if you have tell me sooner things would have turn out different. I mean for the better. Aiissshhh Pond , you should have tell me things before cause I could have help you , Joong said feeling a bit disappointed at me.
I felt guilty for not telling him cause Joong always told me about everything.
I'm so sorry Joong, I know i should have tell you but i myself don't really know whether it was just a crush or more, and I was scared that I might ruin our friendship. I said giving Joong an apologetic look.
I understand Pond , it's okay , I was scared too at first when I like Dunk , I was scared that I would ruin our friendship but how will you know unless you take the risk right!!! Joong said and i just shake my head.

Yes Joong , i understand....

Now that you've told me , i have a good news for you and i know you're gonna love it. Joong said with an excitement face and I just stood that with a blank face.

What is it Joong ? Tell me , I said with a very curious face.

Well you know you're my bestfriend and Phuwin is Dunk's bestfriend? Joong said teasing

Yeah , I know that , so what about that...

Well......

Come on, Joong tell me already please, I said cannot wait to hear the good news cause who don't like a good news right.

Well last time , me , dunk & Phuwin were having a chat and I kinda found out that Phuwin have a crush on you too. He feels the same as you , Joong said and I could not process with the new information I got and though he was just joking.

REALLY??? You're not joking with me right

Ofcourse not , I'm not joking, I'm serious... Although I promise Phuwin I won't tell you about how he feels but what's the harm right if you feels the same way. Joong said with a happy face.

I still can't believe what Joong said but i was filled with happiness... although my face showed no expression, I was literally screaming inside with happiness.

Thank you for telling me Joong , seriously you're like a Godfather to me...

You're welcome Pond , I'm happy I could help you , now go and get your man , Joong said while giving me a light punch in my shoulder

Ouchhh it's hurts Joong , I said while laughing

As if so over Pond , I should have not tell you that information;

Hehehe I'm kidding Joong , I'm still thankful to you.

Good 😀 now when will you confess, Joong said and I got blank again

Well I don't know ,

Aiyaa don't think so much about it , just take him out for a cup of coffee or dinner and just confess...plus Dunk told me that Phuwin likes simple things in everything, he don't like things to be overly done.

Okayy Joong , then i decided to go and ask Phuwin for a date.

Great Pond , I'll be cheering for you.
FIGHTING 🤜🤛

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Today i decided I will go to Phuwin work place and ask him out for dinner.

I was scared as well as nervous , happy, excited and all those feelings.
I could literally feel the butterfly in my stomach.

I'm so happy with the thing Joong told me but I was afraid of one thing,
Joong said Phuwin likes me too but what if he just like me but don't want to be in a relationship or what if , he already found someone and I'm already late... All these things are in my head and I start to overthink again.
Get a grip pond , don't let your overthinking ruin today , I said lightly slapping both of my cheeks.

Since today was my off from work , I spent most of the time in choosing a perfect outfit for myself,  I could not choose what to wear and don't know what type of style do Phuwin like, I don't even wanna call Joong or Dunk since they don't have off today and don't want to disturb them.
At the end I just wore a simple outfit, Converse , black jeans , white shirt and a black jacket , since the weather was warm and cold at the same time , I feel like my outfit was okay...
After that I had my breakfast and was ready to go.

After stucking in trafic for half an hour i finally reached Phuwin's work place but before anything I have to found a place to park my car.
I went in the other side of the road to park it. After parking I went straight to Phu working place,
While reaching near Phu working place I could see Phuwin and my heart started beating very fast , that I could feel it will jump out right now. I kept on walking toward Phuwin, and I could see Phu was talking to someone, and that person was holding Phu's hand ,

I could feel my heart feeling a bit of pain but I got a grip of myself and the moment I try to call his name ,

The person holding Phu hand ,grab him and kiss him and Phu just stood there doing nothing.

At that moment, I knew I was already late and my heart was literally breaking into pieces. I think this was the first time that i felt so much if pain .
I don't know what to do anymore and right now i don't think I can face Phuwin also.
I keep on looking down thinking what to do next....and the moment I look up , Phuwin was already looking at me ,and I just look at him with a smile on my face and left the place with a broken heart.
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And that was the last time I saw Phuwin

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