*𝙲𝚁𝙴𝙳𝙸𝚃𝚂 𝚃𝙾 𝙰𝙻𝚕 𝚂𝙾𝙽𝙶 𝙾𝚆𝙽𝙴𝚁𝚂 𝙾𝙵𝙲*
☹☻☹☻☹☻☹☻☹☻☹☻☹☻☹☻☹☻☹☻☹𝚕𝚢𝚛𝚒𝚌𝚜:
I'm somebody you call when you're alone
I'm somebody you use, but never own
I'm somebody you touch , but never hold
And you're somebody I'll never really knowI know I'm not the one you really love
I guess that's why I've never given up
'Cause I could give you all you want, the stars and the sun
But still, I'm not enoughOh-oh, all I really wanted was that look in your eyes
Like you already know that I'm the love of your life
Like you already know you're never sayin' goodbyeBut I'm not yours
I'm not yours, I'm not yours
I want more, I want more
But I'm not yours
And I can't change your mind
But you're still mineSo tell me that it's time for me to go
'Cause you know I can't do it on my own
The only thing that's harder than sleepin' alone
Is sleepin' with your ghostOh-oh, all I really wanted was that look in your eyes
Like you already know that I'm the love of your life
Like you already know you're never sayin' goodbye But I'm not yours
I'm not yours, I'm not yours
I want more, I want more
But I'm not yours
And I can't change your mindI should've known that it was dumb love
15 dozen roses
All the things that I've done for you not to notice
Can't believe I chose you over all my best friends
What the fuck did I do in the end?
Just to not be yours
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I was sitting on the couch the day you called me. I nodded and smiled and talked to you for hours to the point where the moonlit sky turned to the sun to take over.
You always ask me for favors, and I gladly agree. I help you, and sometimes it feels as if you're using me. I am so willing for you to ask me to do this, so head over heels for you, I didn't realize that it would hurt me too.
Sometimes when we eat out together, you touch my arm and our legs touch. But you never hug me, not when I'm sad, not when I'm in my darkest moments. You seemed to like having me around, but you couldn't stand touching me in such an intimate way.
I figured that if I learned everything about you, you would love me back. But now, it seems as if you just drift away, like a stranger on the sidewalk. And now, after months on end of following you around, I feel so stupid that I figured it out now.
I will never, ever, be yours.
And now that you've run off to a place I don't know, and I keep running through my mind, what did I see in you? I feel like a dunce, I cut off my friends, the ones that always told me and warmed me about you. I gave you dozens and dozens of roses, and you dismissed my feelings like putting up an umbrella in the rain.
What the fuck did I do to deserve this?
Why couldn't I be yours?
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ALR, OK :>
thank you for reading this, whoever you are! I really hope you enjoyed it, and I don't do this much. I WILL give credits!
Credits:
Conan Gray - YOURS (THIS SONG will make you cry Niagra falls but it is SO worth it.
All of the people who motivate me - (Ily guys so much)
The readers! - you guys are here to read, and I am very, very, very happy if you do actually enjoy this!
Ok! Another piece of info is that you can request songs if you go to my profile! You can go to discussions and basically request songs! Ofc, I will have to listen to them before I write anything, so I may or may not take a while. Some songs are easier to write, and others harder.
𝓔𝓷𝓳𝓸𝔂!
*~𝖘𝖚𝖓_𝖗𝖆𝖞𝖘~*
(Aka. Slytheringgirl331 but idk how to change it)
