Lauren's P.O.V
Its been 2 month and 2 days,Camila is still not waking up,23 days before Christmas.
I get ready for school,i pull on my white ripped jeans,Grey long sleeved crop top,Combat boots,Camila's green jacket and her 'CABELLO' beanie.
I walked outside the house and saw Dinah waiting me outside.I walked trough her and hug her.I feel tears escaping my eyes.
"Lauren,dont cry,she'll going to wake up." Dinah said and rub my back.
"I missed her Dinah,im so fucking missed her." I said and she lift my face.
"Me too,we must stay strong for her,okay?." She said and i nodded.
We got in her car and drove us to school.
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We got in school and saw Ally and Normani is waiting in my locker.
"Hi guys." I said and put on a fake smile.
"Hey,Lauren,you okay?." Mani said and i nodded. "She's strong Lauren,im sure she'll wake up."
I nodded and finally the bell rung.Me and Dinah head to first class,i put my attention to what's the teachers discussing instead of bunch of emotional things.
The bell rung for 1st period to finished.
School is like hell without Camila,no joy,no smiles,no laugh's everything is none,like the grey color,everything is no special,everything is grief and sadness without the color of yellow.Camila is yellow,full of joy,happiness,laughter and many more.Without her color im broken.
I snapped my own thoughts by hearing the bell rung,sign of the end of school days.
I head to my car and texted Dinah.
To DJ: Yo,Dinah i'll go to Hospital early,is it okay?.
From Dinah: Yeah sure,we'll be in there in a minute :)
I put my phone in my pocket and start the engine.
I reach the hospital and walked in Camila's room.I sit beside her hospital bed and stroke her hair.
"Hey Camz,i miss you." The tears are escaping my eyes slowly.I grabbed her right hand and squeeze it lightly."Please woke up for me Camz,for us,we all missed you." Verge of tears are escaping my eyes. "Why don't you wake up!I need you Camz! Please? Wake up." I said and wipe my tears.
"Without you Camz,i don't have color to my life,without you holding me,hugging me,kissing me is killing me!Open your eyes!Can you do that to me?!." I shouted at her.I got up from the bed and punch the wall while tears streaming down my face.
I felt arms holding my hands and i buried my face in that person's side of neck and continuely crying.
"She's going to wake up Lauren." I recognized the voice.
"What if she doesn't Dinah?." I said and she rubbed my back.
"Im sure she will wake up,just give her time." I nodded and sit at the couch.I place my head in Dinah shoulder and stared at Camila.
After a while Normani,Ally,Taylor and Chris entered the room.Ally,Normani and Taylor sit beside Dinah while Chris sat beside Camila's bed.I studied Chris' face and it was focused on Camila's face.
"You know Lauren?Your girl is beautiful." He said not looking at me.I just smile on what he said.
"She's skinny,long haired,have perfect curves and im sure she has a beautiful eyes." Chris said and tears escaped my eyes.I walk through him and sat beside him.
I met his eyes and smiled at him."You're right,she's beautiful,she has a beautiful brown eyes too." I cracked a smile and he hugged me."She is kind,soft-hearted and-and lovely."
Chris wiped my tear and i saw the door opened.I saw Sinu and Sofi.
"Lauren!." Sofi said and hugged me."How's Kaki's doin'?."
"She's good!But she still not waking up yet,im sure she is just dreaming." I fake smile at her and she squeled.
"I miss Kaki,but im sure her dream is beautiful." Sofi said,since im sitting on the floor,Sofi sit on my lap."Oh i forgot." She turn around and face the people sitting on the couch."Hello!."
We all giggled at Sofi."You look like your sister." I said and trew a sad smile.
"Lauren?Why are you sad?." Sofi ask.
"Im not sad,im just happy that we are all here."
"Lauren?Can we talked outside please?." Sinu asked.
"Yeah sure." Sofi got up and i got up too before heading outside with Sinu.
"your father,did this to Camila." Sinu said,anger rush through me."He had a connection with Luis,and the police figured out that your father command Luis then Luis gang did that."
I clenched my jaw,"How dare he." I said and tears rushing through my face.Sinu pulled me into hug.
"Don't worry,the police caught them." Sinu said and i calm a little bit.
"Really?." I look up at her,she smiled and nodded."Ok,let's go back,inside."
We go back inside Camila's room and i sit beside Camila.I hold her left hand because im on her left."I know you can hear me,i love you Camz,so much." I whispered in her ear and peck her lips before drifting to sleep.
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I heard giggling voices,i opened my eyes slowly and all of the people is looking at me wide eyed.I looked into Camila but it seemed that she is still sleeping.Im about to kiss Camila's cheek when-
"Boo!." I heard her said.
"Ahhh!." I quickly rush through Dinah's back.
"God Lauren,its like you saw a ghost." Camila said and all of the people sorrounds us is laughing.
I snapped back in reality and i was slowly tearing up.She got finally awake,after 2 months of waiting.
"Hey,come here." She said opening an arms for me.I run through her and hug het tightly.
I miss her so much.
"I miss you Camz." I said and tears fall down in my eyes.
"Hey,shhh dont cry." She said and she cupped my cheeks.She wipe my teard using her thumb.
"I heared anything,from the start,im sorry for being the one that made you cry,im sorry because you suffered and im sor-." I cut her by kissing her in lips.God,i miss her lips.
I heard someone cleared their throat.I forgot all of them is here.I quickly buried my head to her neck,to hide my embarassment.
"God,you two are so cute." I heard Normani said.And i giggled in Camila's neck.
"So how are you feeling?." I asked Camila.
"I'm okay,as long as you're here." She give me a cheeky smile and I can't help but giggle in her cuteness.
Finally my love of my life is back
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SORRY for waiting a long long days But hey I'm back :)
