mattheo left last night after an hour or so. he makes me feel things i've never felt before.. diana focus.
i get up out of bed and head for the shower. as the waters heating up i hear the door burst open.
"what the fuck" i say out loud as i go out the bathroom to check it out.
as i get out the bathroom i see tory with a cut on her face and blood pouring down her nose. my heads filled with rage at this point.
"tory who did this to you?" i say angrily.
"hilda.. she.. she and her friends jumped me as i was walking back here.. diana i.." tory says her eyes filled with tears.
"where are they" i say with no emotion at all.
"there down the hall, diana it's fine really" tory says covering her face with tissues. fine? is she for real?
"no. that's it." i say with no emotion walking out the door and down the hall.
as i get down the hall i see hilda and her mates laughing.
i'm so angry i can't control myself.
i pull out my wand and point it at hilda.
"crucio!" i shout as hilda falls down on the floor screaming in pain. her friends shouting at me to stop but i can't.. i can't stop.
"mess with tory again" i say as i kick hilda in the face "and i'll kill you." i say with no emotion whatsoever.
as soon as i stepped back hilda's friends helped her up and they all ran off.
"diana.." i hear tory's voice from behind me.
i turn around to face her.
"you'll be okay" i say faintly smiling.
all of a sudden my vision goes black and my hearing muffled.
i hear tory shout for help but that's the last thing i heard.
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i wake up and i feel like i've been hit by a bus.
as i look around i see tory and mattheo sat beside me.
"how long have i been out?" i say sitting up, tory and mattheos faces both looking worried.
"three days.." mattheo says putting his hand on top of mine.
"what? that's all i'm usually out longer" i chuckle to myself as mattheo and tory's expressions haven't changed.
"diana there sending you to azkaban for a week" tory says with sadness in her voice.
"what?" i say confused.
"you used an unforgivable curse.. there only giving you such a low sentence because your still in school, and because dumbledoore made a deal." tory says with worry in her voice.
my mind goes blank. azkaban are you fucking serious?!
"the bitch deserved it! she assaulted you first!" i shout as mattheo tightens his grip on my hand.
"hilda's been expelled, i don't know how long for but she isn't aloud on castle grounds for now." mattheo buts in.
"when are they taking me." i ask with no emotion. my heads blank.
"later today.." tory says as she tears up.
"don't cry ri, i'll be back before you know it.. besides my mums probably there so i'll have someone with me to make me fucking miserable" i chuckle as mattheo lets out a slight laugh. tory still crying as she lays on my leg.
"i can't believe it dee" she says as she crys. "it's my fault you were protecting me." tory crys as i cut her off.
"don't you dare say that. none of this is your fault it's hildas. i'm not scared of azkaban ri, i'm scared of being in a miserable room with my mum." with me saying that it made her chuckle slightly.
"we will be by your side when you get back, me and mattheo." tory says looking up at me.
i look over to mattheo, his face filled with rage.
"and you" i say as mattheos attention turns to me "no killing any stupid boy while i'm gone okay" i smile.
"no promises" he says letting out a light smile.
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as i get to azkaban they throw me in a cell.
"arsehole" i say as i get up.
i look around only to see my mum sat in the corner. for gods sake.
"hi mum" i say as she turns her attention to me.
"diana.. what you doing in here" she says in her usual tone voice.
i sigh and sit down.
"used the crucio curse on a bitch at school"
"well done" she says as she laughs wickedly.
"oh shut up! what am i even doing in a cell with you." i say in an annoyed voice.
"i don't know ask them child" she says still laughing.
"anyway what are you in here for" i ask changing the subject.
"the usual" she says with a huff.
"yeah what did i expect" i say to myself as she sighs at me.
"i didn't think you could do it you know, use an unforgivable curse." she blurts out.
"and why's that" i ask curiously.
"because your more like your auntie than you are me" she says quietly.
"i'm like you when i want to be" i say with a slight chuckle.
it's abit fucked up that i only talk to my mum like this when we're in these kind of situations. i mean every other time i try talk to her she ignores me.
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the next morning i wake up with a fucking back ache. these horrible fucking floors.
"do you not sleep" i say to my mum as she's just staring into space.
"no" she says bluntly, i choose to ignore her she seems like she's in a mood.
"do we get food in here" i ask her.
"no" she says with no emotion again.
"the fuck? they starve us?" i say shocked.
"yep" she says still not looking at me.
"explains why your so skinny" i say to myself as she finally looks over to me.
"you have three letters. your popular aren't ya" she says with a small chuckle. i look to my side and see three letters. one from tory, one from draco, and one from mattheo.
as i read them they all say the same thing.
"hope your okay" "see you soon" "i love you" all that stuff. but something in mattheos stood out.
"if your bored.. just imagine me fucking you senseless." i gasp to myself as i read that part of his letter. the things this man does to me.
"anything interesting" my mum asks.
"not really" i lie. she is not reading that.
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a few hours pass and i'm bored out my mind. i tried what mattheo said.. but it just made me horny so i snapped out of it.
i can't wait to get out of here. only 6 more days. god six more days?! i'm gonna die from boredom.
let's just hope it goes quick. for my sake, i don't know if i can handle 6 more days alone in a room with my mum.
this is so depressing. but i'm not actually bothered about being here. i'm bothered about what's gonna happen when i get back to hogwarts..
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the darkest souls
Fantasydiana-lilith lestrange, daughter of bellatrix and rodolphus lestrange. she's had a hard life growing up in a traumatic environment, her mum never made it easy for her. she has only ever had one friend in her whole school life, tory parker. as in fri...
