i wake up in a hospital bed. i groan to myself as i sit up, rose is gone but mattheo. wait mattheo!
"what are you doing here" i say rudely.
"making sure your okay" he says almost as if he's sad. he doesn't have a right to be sad.
"well i don't need your sympathy. you can go run along to slut parkinson now" i say turning away from him.
he stays silent for a minute before speaking.
"i love you" he says putting his hand on mine causing me to have a confused look.
"yeah now im weak you do" i scoff pulling my hand away.
"diana please i dont want pansy i want you. it's always been you!" he says raising his voice a little.
"it hasn't though has it! your going round with pansy being all fucking loving while you broke my heart after you promised you wouldn't! i don't care if your father made you do it! we could've worked it out together you didn't have to fucking sleep with her! god your unbelievable!" i shout, tears flooding down my face.
he stays silent.
"just go mattheo, please" i say in a weak whisper. i love him i truly do, but he's hurt me and i can't forgive that so easy.
he nods with tears in his eyes as he leaves.
this man. his mood swings. i can't cope.
give it a few weeks and ill speak to him again. properly, im gonna sort all this out with him i need to hear his story on why he did it. just not right now, i need to focus on myself for a little while. before i get bad again.
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it's the next day and i've just been let out the hospital ward, my legs are aching i just want to sleep right now.
i get back to my dorm and literally flop onto the bed. i've had enough.
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you know that feeling when you just wanna disappear and never come back? that's how i feel right now.
my heads killing and i can barley move. rose has come by a few times to make sure im okay but hasn't stayed long. something seems off with her.
i get the courage to stand up and walk to the bathroom, i need a shower so bad.
i make sure the showers the right temperature before undressing and getting in. its so warm, i could just stay here forever. but of course someone has to disturb me.
"diana it's theo nott, can i come in?" he says knocking on the door. i groan to myself.
"fine just wait on the bed." i shout back as i hear the dorm door opening. what does he want i wonder.
i finish the shower i was fucking dreaming off for days and wrap a towel round myself.
i walk out and he eyes me up and down while smirking.
"fuck off" i laugh while he laughs back.
"uh i just came to see if you was alright" he says standing up while i grab some underwear.
"um yeah im okay. you interrupted my shower!" i say sarcastically.
"well i am very sorry sweetheart" he says softly.
no dirty thoughts diana.
"well then is that all i need to get changed." i say while he stays silent, standing up and walking over to me.
i look at him with furrowed brows before he crashes his lips against mine.
fuck fuck fuck!!
i push him off quickly.
"what the fuck was that." i say shocked while he smirks.
"i've been wanting to do that for a while." he says sitting back down on the bed.
"theo.. im sorry but im with mattheo." i say sitting down next to him. am i with mattheo though? like really. shit i always get in these situations.
"i understand. just thought id give it a shot." he says looking at me deeply.
i stay silent for a minute looking at him. his beautiful eyes... diana stop.
"whatever." i groan before smashing my lips onto his.
he grabs my hips so that im straddling him as his tongue explores mine.
his hands all over my body, nipping my neck as i moan lightly.
he flips me over, chucking my towel across the room as he takes off his shirt.
he starts kissing down my body, while placing one hand on my pussy, rubbing my clit aggressively making me moan out in pleasure.
he groans as his mouth makes its way down to my clit, sucking on it as his fingers pump in and out of me.
i gasp for air, grabbing the bed sheets. i've never felt anything like this before.
as i reach my climax i scream in pleasure.
"fuck theo" i stutter as he comes back up to my face smirking.
before i could say another word he smashes himself into me, making me gasp out a moan.
"harder!" i scream as he pounds into me, making me breathless.
"god diana" he moans out against my neck as he reaches his high.
we both hit our climaxes as he collapses on top of me, just as breathless as i am.
he kisses me lightly before laying down next to me.
"that was.." he cuts himself off before laughing.
"it was." i say laughing with him.
what have i done. realization is hitting me. it was fucking good yes. but mattheo. for fuck sake what am i going to say or even do!
i've just got out the hospital for christ sake. i'm so done for.
A/N
hey bbs💗 i know some of this probably don't make sense but you know😭 if you've got this far i just want to say thank you so fucking much for reading it means a lot to me❤️❤️
i'm writing this on halloween but it doesn't feel like halloween at all this year😭 anyway enough mumbling. thank u for reading angels💗
love you all xx
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the darkest souls
Fantasydiana-lilith lestrange, daughter of bellatrix and rodolphus lestrange. she's had a hard life growing up in a traumatic environment, her mum never made it easy for her. she has only ever had one friend in her whole school life, tory parker. as in fri...
