An absolute nightmare (A Bill Kaulitz X Female Oc)

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I can't lose her so soon, I think I hate her how she's so effortlessly perfect. on how a twirl of her fingers and I'm on my knees next to her like a dog how she can do nothing or everything to me and I love her more than anything.

~•taylor•~

As I quickly shifted awake I shutterd as I heard a soft breathing along with a few snores coming from beside me I shifted my gaze to see Gustav laying next to me in a dead sleep half covered my blankets as the night before flooded my mind.

"I need to talk to bill" I muttered to myself as I slowly took the covers off of me to see I was still in my bathing suit and a sweater Wich I was guessing was Gustav's.

I slowly crept over to the door quickly making sure I had my phone before exiting slowly making my way over to bills room, also because I needed a new change of clothes before I could do anything.

I quickly approached the door knocking lightly a few times before I heard rustling and the pattering of feet as the door burst open as I was engulfed in arms as a waft of cinnamon and tobacco hit my nose his smell  I smiled lightly before all the memories came back making me push him away as he gave me a small smile letting me into the room

"I'm sorry Taylor please let me explain" he huffed out as I sat down by my bags beginning to grab a change of clothes that I could wear and lounge in quickly turning to him to answer him.

"You can explain it to my after I change" I mumbled out as I silently walked over to the bathroom as bill sat down on the couch watching my intently as I closed the small door behind me making sure it was locked so we couldn't have an incident like before.

I quickly changed into a pair of pink juicy sweats and a black crop top before walking out of the bathroom and sitting next to bill on the couch.

"So where should I start?" He questioned and I immediately knew what I wanted him to start with,I wanted everything from beginning to end.

"Everything, how it all started" I spoke to him and he nodded "how we started bill" he just shot me a sad smile before speaking.

"I guess it started when we met that night at that club, even though you didn't know it was me, when I first saw you I was enchanted by you, the way your hips moved or how your hair flowed around you're face, so when you ran away I found a guy that would help me find you again" he paused shooting me a small smile before sighed slightly

"Go on" I huffed out, it was sweet what he was saying but if what Gustav said then tehr s more to this story than what meets his eye.

"So I hired him and he was coming up with no luck, then I saw you at my concert and right after the concert I told the guy i wasn't gonna pay him for anything because he never actually found you, then we met formally at my party where we fucked for the first time" he smirked at those wrds as a blush spread across my cheeks.

"How could I forget" I mumbled out as bill continued.

"That night, the guy followed us hiding in my bathroom, I didn't know it was true but he texted me after saying that he would publish my sex tape for everyone to see, obviously I thought he was tripping because I have only had sex in private places before that night so I just shrugged it off, I swear Taylor I never meant to hurt you by letting that video get posted." I just smiled, a sad smile but a smile the way he was describing this was making me already feel 10x better. But I still had questions.

"So did you know you could have stopped it when you promised me shit about staying with me" he shook his head no before he continued.

"I didn't find out till that night I kissed someone else, that was one of the main reasons why I did it because I felt like such an ass and I felt you deserved someone better" I frowned slightly at bills words. As a few tears prickled my eyes.

"And the lying what about that?, Why did you try and hide my brother from me" he looked shocked for a minute before sighing.

"Tom had said how he was coming to get you how your brother was gonna take you back home, I- I couldn't just let that happen Taylor, you may not feel like it but I love you, your mine and your brother was getting in the way of that, and by the sound of it he always have been"

I shrugged him off before I felt a few tears slide down my cheeks and arms wrap around me and the smell of bill engulf me. I wasn't crying because I was sad though, I was crying because he was right because of him I Finally stood up to my brother and parents.

"I hate you but I can't help but love you bill kaulitz" I muttered out as the arms only got tighter.

"And I can't help but hate how you make me feel Taylor, how you can do anything and I love you" I just giggled realizing that we both practically said I love you.

"I'm sorry bill" I hummed info his chest "why are we actually an absolute nightmare" he just shrugged as I felt his breath on my ear.

"Maybe we aren't a nightmare rather our own type of dream" at those words I chuckled as I continued to hold onto bill "I'm sorry Taylor, for everything, I love you" he spoke as I felt him brush my back with his hand

"I love you bill Because your my nightmare" I spoke as I parted from his chest and slowly leaned into his face leaving us meer inches apart.

"And your my daydream my love" I then felt his lips slowly meet mine as we began kissing but it wasn't filled with lust like it usually was, this kiss was full of warmth and love that made the kiss send butterfly's down to my stomach.

AYYYYY I HOPE THIS WAS GOOD I actually love bill to much to make them breakup so I made bill a sweetie pie also the start was that what anyone was thinking he was gonna say at the end of the last chapter or was this a little shocker also I put the title in here and used it as a metaphor ig

But like I'm trying to get chapters written before school starts so even if I can't write when school starts I can post still. Bc like this year I'm gonna have no time after school especially in the first couple months because I do volleyball and other after school things so 😀 😅

Also I just wanted to say a big thank you again to everyone that is reading this, and don't worry this is no where near finished and ther is definitely gonna be more drama because like nobody loves a simple happily ever after there needs to be drama before it can be perfect.