The silence of the room was soon gone,replaced by Isagi's voice seeming in pure ecstasy
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Ha,I can't do this anymore,Stop- My voice seemed to not come out in anything but Moans and whimpering,Kaiser was still eyeing me,his eyes glared at my shameful state, a small chuckle escaped his mouth. You're a virgin.
So?I am not a whore like you, slut.
His chuckle became one that of disinterest.
Your insults are getting easier,any more and I might go to sleep.He grabbed my wrist and pulled me closer,his breaths were loud.However,don't tempt me to punish more,you'd end up begging for forgiveness.His grip on my wrist tightened,the gap in our strength made me flinch,I would never escape,never escape his stupid cage,I shall have to dance like a monkey forever to amuse him and his perverted thoughts.Even the thought of it was appalling enough to make me cry.
Oh dear,It seems you were all bark and not bite. Where did that confidence from before go to?Well,whatever.I hope you still put a fight,I don't like easy toys you see,amuse me with your cries.Why?Why are you doing this to me?I- I just wanted to believe you,anyone else but you. His gaze remained the same,his cold hand tightened around my neck.He banged my head against the wall,his lips curve upon seeing my state.The man who was staring down at me wasn't him,he was my hope,the thing that made me live on,he was a monster.A vile creature that had built a facade.And I was dumb enough to believe it.How could I fall in love with someone I didn't know.A person I had only saw through a small box,He was doing his job,tending to his customers,me.Finally,it dawned to me.Was this...even the feeling of love?Or was it a simple delusion I created to live?Did I create these image to go on living?I must be a coward.A coward to make excuses,petty excuses too.I lied to my heart enough for it to believe it.
*Sorry for the late post.I had my exams, and I was an overall hectic time.I will(hopefully) upload the next chapter faster than this time.
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The Wiltering Rose (Kaisagi)
FanfictionIn a different Au,where Isagi gets bought by Kaiser,his idol that was his will to live,now his newly made will to die
