I am pathetic, and I always have been.I always blamed others for my problems,but still,it hurts.. it hurts,this little play I had made in mind that he would save me..save me from my parents,from this world and save me from myself...it was crushing to see my little play get erased so easily,I was with him but did it change anything.I haven't escaped myself yet,I look at the mirror and hate myself even more.My tear filled eyes,why do they look scared?What were they scared about?The monster infront of me,or the monster inside of me..?Does it even matter? ..This man is my scapegoat,the cure to my problems.Gosh,I'm so fucking pathetic,but since he couldn't save me,I'll save myself.I clutch the once ivory sheets,now a brilliant red,yet all I could see was blue,his blue highlights,his blur roses,and his blue eyes..they glared into me.The always looked so calm from afar,like the sky that was embrace me upon my freedom as a caged bird,who would've know I was seeing the ocean?So vast and terrifying,these endless surge of thoughts revolved around my mind as he finally pulled out,kissing my cheeks and pulling me to a hug,his arms wrapped around my waist as he pressed his nose on my shoulders,he lifted his gaze to finally look at me and snort. Yoichi,what's this?Already done?I thought you'd have more in you.. Don't tell me it's over...(...) Are you ignoring me?!Seriously?He Frowned as he cupped my cheeks.I am not that bad of a master,if you behave in public and be naughty in bed,I'll treat you like nicely....Shut the fuck up,how does it feel like To be trash?I'm done playing games with you. "Is that so?...Yoichi,you're so stubborn it's cute..and here I thought I had tamed you.*chuckles* Fine,no more games?I'll be happy to comply." He said as he lifted me up,laughing..for once he didn't look like a monster,maybe he'd grown softer or I had grown tamer..both were fine.As long as I survive,anything is fine.
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The Wiltering Rose (Kaisagi)
FanfictionIn a different Au,where Isagi gets bought by Kaiser,his idol that was his will to live,now his newly made will to die
