Mia Signora

Chapter 7

Belle's Pov

"Mummy please don't go , I don't want to live without you " I said sobbing

"I have to my child , I don't want to but I have to ,the world is a wicked place and I have to leave " and she kissed my forehead before she started walking away

"Mummyyyyyy" I said sobbing

"Mummy please don't gooo"

"Mummmmmy" I shouted waking up

Another nightmare again

Will this ever stop

Will the pain ever lessen , just even a bit

I've been having nightmares even since mom died and I thought it'll stop over the years but I was wrong

It is getting worse

All this is happening to me because of that bastard i call a sperm donor

He'll never be my dad

Not in this world , neither the next

I then looked at the time to see it's just past 6, I immediately had an headache

Perks of getting wasted

I then got up and went into the kitchen to take a glass of water and I came back into my room

I took aspirin and went back to bed

Last night was fun I can't lie but this is the part where I don't like

The headache

I'm still wondering how I got home because i don't remember calling an Uber but the good part is im safe...

I guess I'll just go back to sleep....

*Bash*

The cereal fell on the counter

Ugh

When will I stop being clumsy

I'm now eating breakfast , cereal to be precise

I'm not in the mood to make anything today

As if you've anything to make

Ugh shut up

It's true though, I don't have enough ingredients to make breakfast and I'm too tired to go grocery shopping

I'll probably tomorrow but not today but I need to go to target to get bath and body works with scrubs

Watermelon , my favorite

I ran out of it last week so I need to stop being a lazy ass and get the scrub...

I was done eating breakfast and I got down the stool

To be really honest , i'm not in the mood for work today but if I quit then Anthony won so I won't give up

Never back down never what ??

Yes exactly

I then locked my door before making a quick Starbucks run and then going to work

"We drank over 10 shots that last night " I heard Millicent's voice as I entered

"No way Belle drank all that , I don't know Belle for that..you're the bad influence in her life " a colleague said

"We were so drunk but thank God we got home safe "

"Millicent you need to shush and work" I said cutting her off