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Chapter 45

Belle's Pov

1 week later

It's been a week.

A week of complete torture , emotional torture .

I really don't know how I'm still alive .

A week without them .

A week without hearing my brother's voice , A week without hearing Alexandro's voice .

I miss them more than anything , I'm drained emotionally , physically , mentally .

The doctors are starting to lose hope , yes very weird because after a week??

He said "I don't think they will make it out but keep on praying "

I don't know where to start , I've been praying but nothing is working out

It's like he's not there .

He's always there .

If he's there why then did he allow this happen , why , I know we are not supposed to question God but it's hurts

Isaiah 40

Sigh

I got up from my bed and went to the bathroom , I looked at the mirror and I saw that old girl

That little broken girl , who had nothing but love in her but the world gave her pain in return

That little girl that was naive.

The little girl that was there when that bastard killed her mother in front of her .

That broken little girl .

I washed my face before going into the shower.

I came out and got dressed before going downstairs putting on my facade

"Good morning Bob "

"Good morning belle , how was your night "

"Peaceful how about yours " I asked him and he replied with a Good

The house is so quiet , not like before , it's not filled with laughter and joy anymore , it's my filled with tears ( mine of course ) and pain

I looked inside the fridge and I saw ingredients , I can be able to make something with this

"How's your daughter " i asked taking out steak "she's doing good ma'am thank you for asking "

"Always , I'm going to make food , want some "

"Yahh i love your food " and I laughed

"I know you do"

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"Let's go it's we are running late " i said dragging Millicent out of the house

"I have to eat first "

"You ate minutes ago and you just came out of the toilet , let's go " and she laughed

"We will have food after , we need to go"

"Okay okayyy let's go "

We went into my car and I drove to the hospital "ahh finally " she sighed

I played with my phone whiles she talked to the nurse

"I'll wait for you out here , good luck my love " I said giving her a squeeze

And she nod before going in with the nurse , I sat down and looked around

The hospital is calm , sort of cozy I don't know , maybe it's only for pregnant women

I played with my fingers looking at the ceiling like it's the most interesting thing in the world