Save Me

Chapter 10

*Cheri's POV*

Today were going to the beach and he doesn't know this but I've cut recently like a lot and there are about 50 new ones and I don't know how to cover them up. guess I just won't swim

"Babe you ready?!" Sam yelled from downstairs

"Yeah one second!" I yelled back. I had to put a sweatshirt on even know it would be 112•degrees. I walked downstairs and hugged him

as we walked out I felt like I was in an oven. I wanted to take my sweatshirt off but couldn't. we just walked because it was only 3 minutes away. I rolled my sleeves up and Sam looked down shit im screwed.

"Cheri Ann Holmes what is on your arms" he said sternly my heart started beating and I fell then started to shake no not again. he timed it and it had been only 4 minutes but it was close

"Cher what is on your arms" he said through tears

"Cuts, scars, open wounds." I told him

I had broken like always. he can stitch my wounds but its basically impossible.

"W-why Cher w-why" he choked

"Well me and Kian haven't talked he's my dad and all we do is fight it seems like your the only perfect thing in my life. i just it hurts Sam it all hurts so bad I just wanna die. I want to top breathing," he knew I had broken and needed to talk to Kian

"Hey Kian it's Sam we need you down at Venus Beach.. ok... yep see you then" Sam spoke to Kian and said he would be there

"He baby everything's going to all be ok in the end and Kians on his way ok."

I just wanted to leave but can't.