Everything I didn't say-

To the man I thought could care for me the way I cared for him

It took me forever to decide whether or not to pass by the place so I could see you. A small part of me said I had to, because I love to see you with that smile, it makes me feel so happy inside to know that you can be that happy, but another greater part of my thoughts kept saying to stop and think rationally. It would be a reminder of how much I want to be around you, be with you, even though you decided it was better not to engage. I guess the smaller part won, because getting even a glimpse of you is worth any pain I would have to endure.