For Paul

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I would never fall in love again until I found him
I said, "I would never fall unless it's you I fall into"
I was lost within the darkness, but then I found him
I found you

Paul... Not a day goes by when I don't think about you. I love and miss you so much. But, the feelings I have for you are much more stronger, I don't have a love for you like the normal fans do.
I've said the same thing about my undying love for David Cassidy

I love you like the way I love Cassidy,
I love and miss you so much, but I also miss him, and my other boys.

Like I told you the last time we spoke. When it comes to my boys, I love them all but there are certain ones I lean more towards.

Between Moonie and Entwistle: I lean more towards Entwistle (but I love them both)

Between Davy and Cassidy: I lean more towards Cassidy (but I still love them both)

Between Sid and DeeDee: I lean more towards DeeDee (but I still love them both)

And I lov both you and Danny but I lean more towards you because you actually helped me a lot thru my childhood. You were there, virtually thru my TV screen. That was the good side of it all.

And now that you're gone, I feel like I'm missing a piece of me

It really feels like everything is crumbling down around me without you here. 

I truly believe you deserve so much.

(Also according to Google)
You had never been married

I think you at least deserved to find love before you're passing. But I mean. (spiritual marriage is a thing lol) I've been spiritually married to all of my spirit boys before well at least... Oop- no sorry only two of them.

I've only ever been spiritually married to Keith Moon and John Entwistle

But hey, I love you and you've said you love me too. There's a possible chance we could make that happen... 😏

You can be the Amilyn to my Darien

Or the Darek to my George (even tho I'm well aware that Johnny Depp AND his character aren't gay)

But y'know what I mean lol 😂

But no seriously... I love you so much, Paul... You deserve to be loved. ((I can do that for you))

Hey I MAY be physically engaged but I can show you the same love I give to my partners.

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