helluva boss blitzo x reader x Stolas

Loona and y/n (bit of a backstory)

Loonas p.o.v

I gasped loudly scared all to hell. I thought I'd never feel this way again. I cry out but cover my mouth in time feeling too lost to ask for help. She said she wouldn't leave. SHE PROMISED I kept crying hiding in one of the broom closets in this shitty office building. Trying to calm myself down I start to hum quietly. It helped when I was having a panic attack, y/n hummed it to me. I start humming (song above)

(flashback still loons p.o.v).

"Hey you okay," I looked around tears muddied my eyes. I blinked and sniffled and then let out a rough "I'm fine, leave me alone y/n" All she did was sit there and fucking smile at the time I hated that smile to me it looked like she was pitying me. I look away and let out another gruff "Leave me alone." I growled a little this time "I don't need your fucking pity" I declare with a sob stuck in my throat not wanting to be bothered.

"I'm not pitying you. I do care about you a lot Loo. You may be 17 but you're still a teenager and obviously, a disturbed and uneasy one, If it'll help I'll leave you alone,". She turned around ready to walk away. But then my body and emotions started to move faster than my brain could process what was happening. I reach out and hug her tightly sobbing into her shoulder her fur was warm and comforting like a mother trying to warm up her child. I hugged her tightly she turned and hugged me back. "What's wrong baby?" she asked me softly

"I'm scared" I sobbed "Of?" y/n calmly "You and Blitz leaving me" I held onto her tighter. "I know I don't act like it but I do like it here. I love you guys. I don't want you two to leave me to die alone in that pound again" I sob. Y/n rubs my back lovingly not shushing me at all. "I promise you won't end up in the shelter. I promise I won't leave and I know Blitz won't either Loo" y/n calmly spoke

"Is it alright if I hum?" she asked "Why would it matter?" I asked still sobbing but calm down just a bit. She started to hum. It was calming I relaxed a lot and slowly started to fall asleep the last thing I remember is that tune and being picked up and laid down on a bed. I hear a soft and calming voice say "It's alright Loo, I promise we won't abandon you" I finally drift off to sleep.

(End of flashback). 

It's not working. My heart is racing. Please don't leave, I can't handle it, please Mom, I sob harder tucking my knees into my chest flashbacks of that horrible place, fat tears rolling down my cheeks

(flashback no one p.o.v)

"moxie shut the fuck up. It's none of your fucking business who we fuck in our spare time" Y/n says annoyed. "y/n you and Blitz fucked a prince, I just don't want people calling you a whore" Moxxie says not realizing that was Y/n trigger word. Y/n stands there speechless. Eyes wide. Moxxie turns around looking at y/n. "Uh, y/n?" Moxxie looked worried. "Oh crumbs," Moxxie said seeing tears flow out of your eyes as you collapsed on the floor moxie tried to comfort you but.

Loons walks in complaining about having a hangover when she sees y/n crying and Moxxie tries to comfort her. Loona immediately kicks Moxxie away and says "What did you do" with a growl "I-I d-do-don't know" Moxxie stutters.

Loona looks down at y/n and heard she was whispering something along the lines, "I'm sorry" "Please stop you're hurting her" "I promise I'm not a whore" and other things look hugs her tightly and help her up off the floor and to her private office she barely uses simply so Loona can have a dark place to nap while having a hangover or just when she wants to be alone.

"Hey you okay n/n" she just kept mumbling turned to walk away y/n grabbed her hand/paw and hugged her closely "I'm sorry, you shouldn't have to do this I'm an adult" y/n sighed. Loona then replies "You're 29, a couple of years older than me it's fine" y/n smiles

(end of flashback loona p.o.v).

I calm down a bit enough to act like I didn't hear anything or I don't care. I groan as I wipe my tears. I walk out and see Millie starting at y/n she turns and notice me "how you holden up loona?" she asks. I roll my eyes and from "I don't care" I groan. Butt millie... Frowns? "we both know you're lying to me and yourself I heard everything loona." millie says and I glare at her harshly "it's not you're fucking problem so back off" I growled bearing my teeth at her

Millie sighs "fine but talk to her about this it'll help" millie walks away leaving me alone again. I can't bug her for that.

(hope you enjoyed sorry it's so short love you all)