I woke in a haze the next morning. Sean and I spent the rest of the afternoon watching TV in awkward silence. It was a nice feeling to spend time with him. Ugh my crushing mode was going to go into over drive if I didn’t shut up and let go now. Like seriously he is not that great right I mean he’s sexy. Come on Luz get your head in the game you need your camera and get dressed it is time to explore the world that is Brooklyn. I climbed out of bed and changed into my converse and shorts. I left the T I had slept in on because well it was my fav and I didn’t give a rats ass who cared. I walked out of my room into the kitchen area of the loft to see dad with Sean and Rick. My only thought was Ugh I need a do over I give a rats ass who sees me in last night’s t I really do.
“Morning Mamita.” Papi smiles at me
“Hola Papi.”
“Going on an adventure already I see.”
“Yeah I am in a few just have to change my shirt. I am in need of caffeine first though.”
“Where you going, Luzy?” Sean ask smiling
“On a journey of enlightenment for one Papi please tell me you have coffee, tea, coke anything?”
“I tell you living with your mom has made you a caffeine addict.” Papi says rolling his eyes
“No Papi raising myself while she’s working to give me that better life I deserve has.”
“Hey your mother loves you.”
“I never said she didn’t. So if you don’t mind me asking why are you to here so early in the morning. Don’t you have sleep to catch up on or something?”
“I’m here to see if you want to hang out or something?” Sean smiles
“I’m here because this knucklehead wanted to come over and his mother wouldn’t let him take the car.” Rick grumbles smiling into his coffee cup
“Well shame on you for messing with our dads sleep. I hate to break it to you Sean but there’s this amazing invention called the phone next time use it. No I would not like to hang out I have planes with my three favorite people me myself and i.”
“Well threes a crowd so you might as well add one more.” He smiles.
“No not really.”
“Come on it’ll be fun me you and a city with possibilities.”
“Papi this is when you say young man what are your intentions with my daughter.” I look at my dad for help.
“I would if he were Jon. It’s Sean he’s the good one.”
“Papi I hate you.”
“I love you too. He goes or you stay make your choice.”
“Really? Fine, come on plane runnier.” I say rolling my eyes
“Did you call your mom yesterday Luz?” Papi ask
“No I texted, she said good and sends her hate.” I laugh
“Ahh I tell you.” Papi says smirking
“Hold on Sean while I change real quick.”
I walk into my room looking for a cute shirt to wear when I hear a knock on the door.
“Come in.” I turn to see Papi
“If you like him so much why do you treat him so badly?” Papi ask
“I don’t know it’s just seems easier than hanging your heart on your sleeve and letting it break.”
“Hearts break Luz it’s how you choose to put the pieced back together that makes you who you are.”
