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Is this on.? Mutters oh! It's on, hey guys! It's your girl, eunnie! Today, I'm not gonna be doing anything special. I'm currently at home since I'm a bit tired of school, anyways! How have you guys been? Ah, I see your guys are good.., "I'm good because youre live" haha, thanks!
*The live continued for 2 hours*
I gotta go now, thanks for listening, bye-bye my lenzies! Your girl, out!
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How do I tell my fans that I'm gonna take a break soon.? I don't want to upset or disappoint them.
As time passed, I started to post and update my fans less. My fans started getting worried as I usually update them daily. Some of my fans, knew I was busy with school, and graduation. But lots of newer fans were confused and didn't know much. As a few days passed, I finally decided to tell my channel the news.
I took some time putting on the camera on.
"Uhm, hello lenzies! It's your girl.. Na-eun.! I have some, sad news for today. I'm gonna take a long break from posting. I need to focus a bit more on college and college funds, I will miss you guys a lot. You guys have made my life so much better, and to all newer lenzies out there.. I'm sorry you didn't get to know me better. You guys brought out the best in me, but sadly I would have to stop posting for a while. I promise you guys to come back as soon as I can. Again, I'm sorry.
I was crying a bit as I saw the comments.
Well, I can't stay here longer. Thank you, lenzies. For everything. Your girl, eunnie, out.. byebye.
I ended the live while tearing up and questioning if what I did was correct or not. I started to have doubts but knew it was what I had to.
Time lapse
I was talking to jeongin after a week of taking a break from my channel.
"Hey, innie! Wanna hang out? Well, only if you're not busy of course."
"Sure, I'm free. So, you wanna hangout today? Or.?"
"Yeah! Why not. At what place?"
"📍bakery, xxxxx. It's close by, and really good pastries if you ask me."
"Oohh! Sure. This seems like a date though?"
I, of course said teasingly. Not expecting him to say anything weird.
"If you wanted me to take you on one, then I would."
What? He's just joking. I think..?
I sighed as I got ready to meet up with him. As I got ready, my heart was beating alot. But, I calmed myself down and got out of the house, since this month was snowing it was cold outside so I wore a scarf and a warm coat.
"I hope nothing bad will happen."
When I arrived at the cafe, I saw him. He was also wearing a coat and seemed taller than he did in his pictures. He saw me walking and coming his way and greeted me with a smile.
"Ah, you made it. You look.. uhm, very.. beautiful." He said in a shy tone.
"Awh, you think so? Thank you! You look good yourself." My face had tints of red on my cheek as he complimented me.
"Well let's go in, shall we? It's getting cold." He suggested.
"Yeah you're right. Let's go!" I said in a excited tone.
As we got in, the cafe seemed cozy and very comfortable. It does feel like a date.. wait is it? Maybe.. maybe not.
We were both very shy at first and didn't talk or discuss about things that much. But when we were ordering food we started talking more.
"Wait, I forgot how old you are. How old are you?" I asked him in a curios tone.
"Me? I'm 19, I'm turning 20 soon."
"You're turning 20 already? Well, it seems like you're more mature than me, huh?" I said teasingly and chuckled lightly.
"Nah, I don't think so. I can be a bit childish sometimes."
"That's cute."
We both laughed it out and he seemed to get a bit red by getting called cute.
"I'll take it as a compliment."
After a few minutes, the food came. It was delicious and we enjoyed it alot. As we hung out for atleast 2 hours we finally got out and left the cafe and had a little walk outside for fresh air. He seemed shy and didn't make much eye contact, I noticed his doing so I ran Infront of him and teased him, while pointing to somewhere.
"Run to that park! Last one there is a rotten egg~" I giggled.
"Oh?"
He seemed to be laughing alot as he gave me a head start, but when he started running he was very fast and even got ahead of me. We laughed alot.
"Woah, you're so fast! Dang, I'm tired."
"Jeongin: maybe you're just slow, rotten egg." He said in a teasing tone.
"Shut up."
We sat in a bench at the park, talked, and laughed together till it was 4pm.
"Hey, innie it's getting pretty late. I should go. My parents would look for me smh."
"Well, can I come over?"
"What? Well, not now that's for sure. My parents would think I'm dating you and they would kill me! But,-"
He cut me off.
"Then can i atleast walk you home?"
He looked at me with puppy eyes as he really wanted to see where I live and was curios.
"well.. yeah that's fine. Come on."
I offered him my hand, and showed him the way to my house, I was shy since I was holding his hand and it felt like a date even though we're just friends. We soon made it Infront of my house.
"Well, you can leave me here. Thanks.
"Of course. I'll message you when I get home?" He said.
"Yeah."
(I hope u enjoyed the first part!)
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"unknown love" || SKZ Jeongin FF
Romansa"I have always loved you. No matter the case." He assured her, cupping her cheeks and caressing it with his thumb. "..then please don't ever leave me again. Not twice. Please.." she sobbed, her eyes filled with hope and tears. . . . [On a break!!] ...
