You continue talking to him, talking.. and talking.. was it really that easy? To just be more confident and talk to him? That easy?
You didn't want to believe it was that easy, that quick, that nice.. the feelings and memories come flooding back.
Yeah, there was no hesitation needed. He waited for you.. goddamit. You had a desire to get in a relationship with him once again, however you knew too well you guys couldn't be in one.
That's what hurts most. A thought that occured in your mind which almost instantly ruined your mood. Great. You're dry texting him now.
It was like 01:43am when you finished texting him. after all this time you thought you needed something that could calm you down after all that's happened.
You remembered your mom bought some soju for the two of you. You remembered you were a lightweight so if you were to drink you would've easily become drunk.
Maybe it's worth it.. "why not?" You shrugged as you silently tip toed out of your room, trying to not make a loud noise and wake your mom up.
That would be horrid. You went to the kitchen and checked each drawer and cabinets, not there.. which means obviously in the fridge.
Soju does sound good right now, plus you need to get your mind off things. You couldn't care if you were that much of a light weight. You grabbed atleast five bottles of soju max.
You quietly went back to your room while bringing some shot cups with you. You're gonna have a blast. Well.. your head is going to blast open.
You sat down on your bed, taking your first shot, then your second.. then the third.. and it goes on. You were having your own little party.
But not after one bottle and a half you were already drunk. You were quietly giggling and groaning, you were on your phone the entire time, texting your friends. However you accidentally chatted jeongin instead.
Texting him weird and obvious drunk texts. If he didn't know you were drunk at this point he's just being oblivious on purpose.
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[You]
"hii jwongimnieeee"
"wyh is tge skjy blewu"
"i lsots my shpes"
"yupre so handosem"[Jeongin]
"Huh?"[You]
"I msiss yuo"
"jweonigin"[Jeongin]
"ㅋㅋㅋ.. are you drunk?"
"Or are you just half asleep?"[You]
"nmooo, im nto drynk!!;!"[Jeongin]
"Yeah you're drunk.."
"Stop drinking, you should go sleep."
"You're gonna get a headache."
ʳᵉᵃᵈ[Jeongin]
"Hello?"
"Hellooo??"
"I'm guessing you passed out."•
You were just hiccuping all over, nothing made sense to you. His words were blurry and you don't even know how you're still even managing to type.
You were staying up pretty late but after your third bottle you practically passed out. Yeah.. alcohol was not meant for you.
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"unknown love" || SKZ Jeongin FF
Romance"I have always loved you. No matter the case." He assured her, cupping her cheeks and caressing it with his thumb. "..then please don't ever leave me again. Not twice. Please.." she sobbed, her eyes filled with hope and tears. . . . [On a break!!] ...