Addicted

Chapter 9

Once again thank you to everyone who has been reading. Sorry it took me forever to update. I was having a hard time on thinking about what I could write. Sorry this chapter is a little slow, but I still hope you enjoy it :)

Belle P.O.V

"I swear to god if you let me fall, I'm bringing you down with me." I giggled as I walked on the thin balance beam above the water. His hand reached out to grab mine and I smiled and looked up at his face. Harry. I bit my lip as he steadied my walking. He pulled me close to him, a cheeky grin on his face.

"I won't let you fall." He laughed and I looked down to the blue lake under us. It was sparkling in the sunlight and you could see small fish swimming around. I glanced back up at Harry only to notice his green eyes watching me. I smiled more, a small blush filling my cheeks. "Would you be mad if I pushed you in?" Harry asked, amusement in his voice.

"Uh, yeah!" I looked at him. "I'm in my nice clothes." My eyebrows furrowed at my words and I looked down to my body to notice once again all my flaws were gone and I was stunning. I felt fingers run through my hair and I looked up to notice Harry watching me.

"You really are beautiful." Harry whispered. I noticed the small smirk playing on his lips and my eyes widened.

"Harry, don't." I warned and he shrugged,

"I don't know what you're talking about?" Harry grinned as he wrapped his arms around me. I relaxed into him and rested my head on his chest. He leaned down closer to me. "Hold your breath." He whispered in my ear and before I had any time to object we were heading towards the water.

I jumped awake as soon as the cold water hit me. I looked up to the sky and noticed it was raining. "Stupid bipolar weather." I mumbled under my breath. I grabbed all my belongings and started walking towards town. Hopefully I wouldn't run into any of them. I walked into a small café at the far end of town. It looked deserted, like no one ever came here which was a relief to me. I sat down at a table by the window so I could look out and watch the rain fall. I suppose I wouldn't have cared about the rain if it wasn't freezing cold outside. An older waitress came up to me with a smile.

"May I get you anything?" She asked. Her voice was a little shaky and raspy. I gave her a caring smile.

"Uhm, a tea please." I asked and she nodded. She walked away happily and I could tell she never had many costumers around here. I stood from my seat to look around the small café. One of the walls was filled with pictures, some black and white and some of them filled with colour. I looked over all the pictures with a smile. I assumed most of these pictures were of her family, but I wasn't so sure. I stopped over one and stared at it. "Seriously?" I groaned and the older waitress came up behind me.

"Do you know them?" She asked. I continued to look at the picture of the five boys in front of me.

"Yeah, kind of." I nodded and scratched my hand.

"Sweet boys...." She said and pointed over to the table I was sitting at. "Your tea is over there." She said before walking back into the kitchen. I sighed and walked back over to sit down. I took small sips of my tea as I stared out the window. The rain slowly started to stop and the sun started to shine again. I heard the door open and I looked up and saw the boy with the sideswept hair. I ducked my head quickly, hoping he wouldn't notice me. He walked back into the kitchen and I watched him confused. Is that what people did around here, just walk back into the kitchen. "Oi! Louis! How nice to see you." I heard the older waitress say.

"Nice to see you too Nana." He replied and I raised my eyebrows. I figured I should hurry and get out. I wasn't planning on paying, so I moved my seat back quietly and walked towards the door.

"Have a good day." The waitress called to me and I stopped in my tracks. There was no possible way she could have heard me leaving. I groaned and walked back over to the table to pay for the tea. "Oh no honey, it's on the house." She said as she walked out of the kitchen to me. I looked back at her and frowned. The boy followed behind her and smiled when he saw me.

"Hi Belle." He said and his grandmother looked back at him. "This is one of Harry's friends." He told her and she smiled and nodded.

"Oh my god, really? Is that what I'm known to all of you as? Harry's friend. We are NOT friends!" I slapped money down on the table and walked out of the café. I groaned and rubbed my face. "Stupid Harry. Stupid friends." I mumbled to myself as I was walking. I heard the boy calling my name from behind me and I ignored him. He soon caught up to me and I noticed he wasn't that much taller than I was. I chuckled at his short height and he rolled his eyes.

"Look, I'm sorry. How else did you want me to introduce you? Hi grandma, this is a girl that Harry found on the side of the street one night. She's been having a lot of problems lately and we've been trying to help her." He said. I gritted my teeth and glared at him.

"You didn't have to introduce me at all. I don't have problems and I don't need your help! You can tell Harry to fuck off for all I care!" I yelled harshly and he frowned and backed away.

"Yeah, you're right. Sorry." He mumbled and walked back to the café. I rolled my eyes and walked as far away from the café as I could possibly get. Once I figured I was far enough where none of them could find me I sat down against a building and rested my head back. I started to scratch my hand again and I sighed. My hand was filled with scratches all over it, and it looked awful. I stared at it for awhile before pulling my phone out and texting Jake.

I'm coming over -B

I put my phone away and started the long walk over to Jakes house. I assumed he would be having a party and I wouldn't have to pay for anything, since I didn't have the money. Once I arrived I heard the music and smiled. I immediately walked in and took a seat next to Jake on the couch. He handed me a joint and I took it happily. I took a long drag and Jake pulled me over to kiss me so I could exhale it into his mouth. I pulled away once I was done and he smiled at me. "Good to see you Belle." He winked and I rolled my eyes before taking another hit. I passed it around to the next person and Jake handed me a bottle of vodka. "We all know how you are." He pointed to the floor and I smiled before moving down. "I already laid out everything you usually want. Have fun." Jake winked before he grabbed the joint. I stared at the stuff in front of me. I reached over for the straw and quickly sniffed up the few lines of cocaine that were in front of me. I moved the straw away as I stared at the needle. I bit my lip and looked up at Jake with a worried look on my face. "Don't worry, it's clean." He stated as he watched me. I nodded before looking at my forearm and tapping it a couple times until a good vain popped up. Once I found one I pushed the needle in and sighed happily as the heroin filled me. I felt arms wrap around me as my body numbed of everything. Jake kissed my neck several times and I practically fell into him. He held me up as his hands traveled up my shirt. I wanted to stop him, but I was too tired to. "Tired?" Jake asked and I nodded.

"Please don't do anything. It won't be very enjoyable if I'm half asleep." I mumbled and Jake sighed and nodded. He picked me up and carried me to his room. "Thank you." I said and he smiled softly before walking out of the room and closing the door behind him. I stumbled over to the door to lock it so no one could get in before I fell back onto the bed and pass out. The last thing on my mind was me wishing I would text Harry and ask him to come get me.