TWO YEARS LATE...
Author's P.O.V;
"There's a lot of files to finish." Kinn said, as he handed all files to his assistant and to his PA he's too tired to do it, so he gave everything to his PA and the assistant of his PA, the two men immediately obeyed and left the office, Kinn was in his office, the Theerapanyakul Building as he became the CEO of the company, his father was still the same, all healthy, strong and powerful, he just handed the throne to Kinn, thinking it's the time to give up the throne, but he's still the King of the Family. Kinn glanced at the couch in front of him, remembering the cute and funny scene of someone... with that couch... Kinn let out an exhausted sigh, as the face of someone came flashing inside his head... the strong shivers ran down into his spine as he took off his suit, feeling suddenly suffocated, he grabbed his alcohol and poured some in his glass... Kinn didn't even noticed that his glass was already overflowing with alcohol causing him to cursed down under his breath, he angrily put down the bottle of alcohol and suddenly throw it all everywhere... it's been two years... two years of waiting... Kinn could feel his hot tears forming from his eyes, the pain in his chest was still fresh as ever, it's still there, it never disappeared, but he would rather carry it wherever he goes, because it reminds him of Porsche...
Inside of two years, there was no time of him of not thinking about him, there was no moments of his life that isn't thinking about him, craving about him, missing that's all about him, he was still surviving because he believes that Porsche was just gone for good and not dead, yet Kinn... have been searching for him inside of two years, but Kinn couldn't find anything, Kinn regretted not stopping Porsche that day, Kinn sobs as he covered his whole face with his hands, feeling all depressed and tired, Kinn doesn't want to give up... no he'll never give up... he can't give up...
All these past two years, Kinn couldn't sleep good or good enough, can't eat properly, in fact he started skipping meals and lunch, sometimes dinner because he doesn't have any appetite to eat, his energy was all drained, and for him, just taking one bite is already tiring for him. He's just working and working, always drowning himself with his covers that smells like Porsche, cry himself alone every night, drink here and there when he's tired, Tae and Time was always there for him, yet Kinn would always push them away, he clearly doesn't need their company, but as Kinn's only friends, they're willing to help.
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"Hey Kinn... why don't you go out alone... go on a vacation alone? Hmm? Like you said you have three days Off... it's just a suggestion, what do you think... hmm?" Tae said glancing at Kinn who seemed worn out even though he look all fresh and new. "No, I still have lots things to finish." Kinn said, voice clearly showing that he's uninterested, Time and Tae glanced at each other seeing the usual reddened nose and eyes of Kinn, as they already know why...
"Hey Kinn, don't go on rampage okay...? But, man, you're all drowned with these files, I respect your passion about working, but... Kinn... you looked destroyed, like you deserve a small relaxation, a day off, Kinn look at your face... you look like a dead corpse! You look pale, and slightly thin!? Kinn... we are just concerned, please... just a small day off, try to sleep more, eat more, stop with alcohols, instead drink more water and sometimes coffee... it's just a small request from us Kinn, stop worrying about these files, it's not like they're going run and escape you? Kinn... cheer up..." Time said sounding all genuinely concerned and sincere. Kinn was silent for a moment then continued working again, Tae and Time let out a sigh and soon they bid their goodbye to him leaving the office with concerned look.
