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"H-H-...H-How..." Kinn said stuttering badly... seeing the face of the man... "I... I don't know too..." Porsche said lowering his head... "Mr and Mrs. A-Amon said y-you're d-dead... d-did you l-lied again...?" The pain in Kinn's voice was so evident he felt as if he's once again being betrayed, that even the clouds turned dark it's as if the cloud is going to cry with him... Porsche was devastated... he knew this would definitely happen because of that naughty Jackson... he should've known... he should've known... and yet again...there is a saying, there is NO secret that CANNOT be revealed...
"D-Did you l-lied again...!? Answer me!" Kinn was hurt, he was crying, and it started to rain heavily outside, accompanied by Kinn's hurt voice, round drops of tears fell from his beautiful bewitching black eyes, and his now red lips and ears, and seemed to want nothing but to know the truth, eyes screaming his name... and Porsche isn't blind to see how hurt Kinn got... 'D-Did I... Did I-I... hurt h-him a-again...? I-I t-thought... h-he's better o-off without m-me... T-Then why... w-why...' Porsche's tears started to flow, staring at Kinn with unbearable expression... it's been... two years... and 8 months...
"I..." Porsche was out of words feeling himself crying harder, he turned around as he tried to swallow all his sobs, seeing Kinn this close was making him very emotional... he could feel the pang in his chest, it was like a knife stabbing his heart over and over again, seeing Kinn crying because of him... it making his knees go weak, his heart was beating so loud along with the pain that added pressure all over his body.
"I... I thought y-you're b-netter off w-without me... t-that's w-why I left... I h-have not y-yet paid m-my debts to y-you and your fa-family... I-I don't k-know how... that's w-why I just c-chose a d-death penalty... b-but none o-of you c-could even r-raise a g-gun at
m-me... None... not e-even your f-father... n-not even the g-guards of the T-Theerapanyakul... no o-one... n-not even K-Kim..." Porsche said letting his tears leave...
"B-By the time I l-left... I h-had n-no other c-choice... but to leave you... And a-again... a person l-like me d-deserves n-nothing b-but to die... Mr and M-Mrs. Amon... h-helped me... indeed... I left B-Bangkok b-because I h-have nothing l-left... when I g-got to k-know that m-my family's o-old house was s-sold out... I b-became h-hopeless... b-but Mr and Mrs. Amon came a-and helped m-me... I r-rented one of t-their b-boardinghouse... but I g-got d-drowned with d-depression, b-because of the u-unbearable pain and g-guilt... And I committed suicide... I s-stabbed myself t-two time... I-I know i-it's a s-sin... but I a-also want t-to die... but... U-Uncle Oscar c-came... h-he said he's been s-searching for me a-and my little brother... for o-only g-god knows how long... when he g-got to know about m-my parents death... b-before he g-got the n-news... it took him almost t-three months to r-realized t-that my parents are n-no longer a-alive... h-he immediately came b-back h-here to f-find us... but Nathan and h-his father a-already captured u-us before he c-could e-even d-do it... I was so n-naive b-back then and as a 12 years old me... I e-ended up believing h-his words... s-saying h-he'll take g-good care o-of us and they d-dragged us with him and l-left the country... we s-started living in Taiwan... f-for years, I didn't know t-that Nathan and h-his father w-was already p-planning bad t-things f-for me to d-do and they hide us a-away from U-Uncle Oscar b-because he knew t-that my f-father and Uncle O-Oscar are n-not just friends... In the end... U-Uncle Oscar f-failed to find us... he almost b-believe that I d-died along w-with my brother... when w-we came back h-here... that's t-the start... that's w-where everything started... but... Uncle... never give u-up... he l-left the B-Bangkok for almost 6 years a-after 23 y-years of searching for m-me and m-my brother... a-and when Mr and Mrs. Amon... found m-me... t-they contacted h-him... the thing t-that I n-never know is t-that they s-still have a c-contact with h-him... b-but unfortunately... b-because of h-his busy schedules... he c-couldn't leave the c-company... especially w-when he's m-maintaining and c-carrying two companies all at once... instead he send h-his two m-most loyal guards to w-watch me... in c-case something happen... but... I... I... tried to end my own life... his g-guards told him... and they took me w-with them... they s-said... I died... b-but came back to life... there... w-when I met uncle again...I cried myself in h-his arms... and told me everything... after knowing every... there I met... Jackson... my cousin... realizing... Uncle Oscar and my father... are brothers... I r-really thought it's m-my father who's standing i-in front of me t-that I mistook him as m-my dad... I-never met him... never... but Uncle Oscar... he knows everything a-about my family... our h-hometown... and s-so on... he s-said that I can't d-die yet... not when my father l-left all his shares, mammons and t-treasures for me and m-my brother... can y-you believe t-that Kinn...? T-That such thing h-happened to a disgusting and human b-being like m-me...?" Porsche said calming himself... Kinn was listening to him... hearing all the story... Porsche didn't even realized that Kinn was standing now... the agony... the anguish... the torment feeling was crystal clear... Kinn could feel how Porsche was also suffering this whole time... how hurt he is... he could sensed it.. he could smell it... he could see it... Kinn was also breaking inside, two souls who couldn't let each other be together... but one of them is desperate...
