You're perfect...for us

Chapter 46 (M)

Liam

I moan against Zayn's lips feeling Azazel's soft nips and butterfly kisses on my neck, making me want to squirm and submit to him right here and now. I lean my neck to the side a little more for Azazel as I deepen the kiss with Zayn. After a moment, I pull away, panting heavily. I look at Zayn to see he is red faced and panting just like me. I also notice Xavier has a grip on his hips and is pulling him back against his crotch as he nibbles on his mating mark, making Zayn's eyes flutter and struggle to stay open through the pleasure. He looks like he is in a complete state of bliss. Xavier pulls him further back, leaning him against his broad chest. I whine and that causes Azazel to tighten his grip on me. He wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me further back into his lap. His mouth gently trails to the nape of my neck where he nips it lightly before sucking hard so that he leaves a deep purple hickey in that spot. I can tell he is trying not to sink his teeth in, though I am not sure why he would want to sink his teeth in when my glands don't emit a scent anymore.

I suddenly get extremely discouraged at that thought and begin to sniffle while hanging my head. Azazel clearly notices this because he stops sucking my neck and turns me to face him, "Liam, what's wrong? Why are you crying?" He brings his big, warm hands up to my cheeks and wipes my tears away. I look up at him with watery eyes and try my best not to start sobbing. He pulls me against his chest, cooing soft things into my ear to try to calm me down as he releases his calming pheromones. I snuggle into his chest and ball my fist in his shirt as my tears slow. I feel myself being lifted into the air and I feel him still for a moment before he walks out of the room with me in his arms. I guess he told Xavier and Zayn where we were going through the mating bond because they don't follow.

Next thing I know we are in a room with a big comfy sofa and Azazel sits on it with me in his lap. He runs his fingers through my hair, and I nuzzle into the touch, starting to softly purr. I peek open one eye to see Azazel smiling at me before he says, "so are you ready to tell me what's wrong sweetie. You seemed okay then you got all upset and I don't like that." He nuzzles his face into my neck and plants light kisses on it to keep me calm. I sniffle a little before I start to speak, but I make sure to not have any eye contact with him, "I am not good enough. I will never be good enough. Who wants an omega who can't even emit pheromones to calm someone or ward off danger? What if I can't have pups because of all the medications? What if I am forever stuck like this? I am a mistake and will forever be mateless and lonely." I break down crying and bury my face into Azazel's chest. He lets out more of his calming scent so that it soothes me. My tears start to slow and after a few minutes I feel him grab my chin. He makes me face him before he says, "You are not a mistake. You are good enough. We will make sure to get you back to how you should be. We will do all we can to make you feel normal again, love. It will be okay. We will make you appointments and make sure you can have pups. We will make sure you are safe and loved and that you find your dream mate. I promise. And until then we will be here for you." I sniffle again before I whisper, "But you already have a mate. You actually have 2. So, I can't have my dream mate because I can't have you." He pulls me closer and hugs me tighter. I wrap my arms around his torso and bury my face in his neck. He takes a deep breath before he speaks again, "Don't fret. Like I said, it will be okay. Would you like to relax by taking a nap? We can cuddle on the couch and just sleep for a bit and maybe you will feel a bit better when we wake?" I nod my head and Azazel adjusts us to where we are comfortable on the couch. He lays down with me on top of him, my head on his chest. He pulls a fur off the back of the couch and pulls it over us, making sure to keep me cozy and warm. I nuzzle into his chest and breathe in his scent, letting it lull me to sleep.

*in Liam's dream*

I am walking through a field of beautiful wildflowers. I smile as I feel my feet in the grass, smooth and soft beneath them. I continue walking, admiring the beauty of the field. Suddenly, I hear my name being called. It is like a soft whisper of the wind caressing my ear. I begin to look around for the voice when I see a woman standing by a tree. I tilt my head in confusion, but my feet start moving towards her. When I get about 5 feet away from her, I finally look up to her face and see her smiling at me. "Liam, my child," she says in a soft and motherly voice, "Please do not worry. You are far too stressed right now." When she calls me child, I finally realize who she is. Our moon goddess. I kneel before her and bow my head, "Mother, I cannot help but stress. I am one of your omegas and I cannot even do that correctly. I am a shame to you and all of our kind." I hear shuffling as she sits on the ground next to the tree, "come Liam, come sit with me." I slowly get up and make my way over to my goddess. She pulls me into her lap and softly pets my head before she continues, "You are not a shame nor a failure. You are not a mistake or unlovable. You are one of my best creations and you do have a mate. You actually have three. You are home with them right now. None of you can feel the pull due to all these medicines your failure of a father put you on."

I look up at her with wide eyes. Does she mean... does she mean Azazel, Xavier, and Zayn are actually my mates?! I hear her chuckle, "Yes my sweet little child, they are your mates. The medicine did more than block your scent glands. It stopped you from feeling the mating bond you have with the three of them. Otherwise, you would have felt it already. I guess none of you have noticed that the tattoos gifted to all of them are not fully filled and completed yet because they have yet to feel the mating bond and mate you. So, here is what I will do. I will cleanse you. You will get your scent back and you will feel the bond. All you have to do is wake up."

*back to reality*

I shoot up straight in Azazel's lap and hear a low growl, so I look at Azazel. He looks at me, eyes lust blown and the next word he growls makes my heart skip a beat, "Mate!" I look at him with my eyes wide. She was right! They really are my mates! I suddenly notice the room is filled with a crisp apple smell. It doesn't take me long to realize the smell is coming from me. I can't help but get teary eyed, but before I have the chance to say or do anything, Azazel grabs my face and smashes his lips against mine in a passionate kiss. I kiss back eagerly and can't help the tears that are spilling down my face as I kiss him. I hear footsteps thundering behind us until they come to a stop and I can't help but jump slightly, pulling away from Azazel to turn to see Zayn and Xavier both looking at me with huge eyes and growling...

"Mate!"