You're perfect...for us

Chapter 35 (M)

Xavier

 I rushed back to the den as soon as I heard Zayn start to scream for me. Once I made my way through the doorway, I saw our sweet omega laying on Azazel's chest sobbing while the alpha stroked his hair gently, cooing softly at him to try to calm him down so that he wouldn't cry anymore. I slowly make my way over to our nest, trying my best not to startle either of them. I sit next to Azazel and start to stroke his hair the same he is doing to Zayn. He looks up at me and smiles and I can feel my heart almost jump out of my chest. He is so attractive. I can't even begin to describe it. I leaned down and kissed his forehead gently and I could hear as he held his breath. I smiled down at him as I asked, "what's wrong love?" He lets out his breath slowly before whispering, "I just forgot how amazing it feels to have contact with both of my mates. I have... Missed you guys... so damn much..." I coo at him softly as I wipe the tears that are falling from his eyes, "please don't cry baby. You are here with us now and no one will ever lay a hand on you again, I swear it."

His eyes get really distant all of a sudden and that worries me. He stops speaking and he is no longer running his hand through Zayn's hair. I tense a little from his sudden reaction, or lack thereof, "Azazel, dear, what's wrong? What's bothering you? Please talk to me." He blinks a few times before he looks away from me, "I can't Xavier, I really can't." He gently moves Zayn off of him, who fell asleep at some point, and sits up next to me. I slide my arm around his waist and pull him close to me before I place a light kiss on his temple, "Azazel, I need to know. I don't like the look that crossed your face a moment ago. It was so lifeless and terrifying to see on my mate's face." He looks down at his thumbs, twiddling them, before he whispers, "I want to be completely honest with you... but if I do... Do you swear to do whatever you can in your power to keep you and Zayn safe? I need to know you two are safe, or I won't be able to continue. I won't be able to be strong." Everything he says scares me more than words could ever say. I lean my head against his shoulder, since he is the taller of the two of us, and I nod slowly, "I promise to keep all of us safe..." He cuts me off before I could try to say anymore, "No. Do not try to protect me. Promise me to keep you and Zayn safe. If it means running far far away, please promise me you will do it. Do whatever is needed to keep you both safe!" I pick my head up once again to look at him before I nod. He sighs in relief before he relaxes a little where he sits.

He runs his hands down his face before he begins to speak, "So the guys who kidnapped me are the same ones that ran the fighting ring when I was a child. They actually still run it to this day. And apparently my father owed them a lot of money. He was using me in the fights to win that money back to repay them. It is somewhere along the line of $15,000... He gave me a phone that he wants to use to contact me. He wants me to do any dirty bidding or fighting that he asks from me in order to pay off my father's debt. I don't want to, but he threatened to hurt you and Zayn, and I absolutely will not have that. You guys are my mates, you are my best friends. I cannot have anything happen to either of you. So, until I figure something out, I will be doing as he says, and I want you and Zayn to be on guard. Stay together as much as you can and stay safe... please Xavier, stay safe!" He breaks down crying, pulling his knees to his chest and just letting go. I wrap my arms tighter around him as I pull him into me, "I promise we will all be safe. I will help you figure something out in order to get through this. If you let me, I would really like to hold a meeting with my father about it and see what he has to say about all of this. I want you to be safe as much as we are. You are my mate and my best friend as well along with Zayn. I cannot lose either of you. I would be completely devastated."

I make him lift his head from his knees and use his chin to make him face me. I then pull him closer to me until our faces are inches apart, "I love you Azazel. And I cannot live without you." I press my lips to his and move them slowly, softly. Soon he starts to kiss me back and I swipe my tongue on his bottom lip, asking for entrance. He lets me and I slip my tongue into his mouth, roaming and memorizing every crevice. The kiss just keeps getting more and more heated by the second until I have him lying under me. We stop when we smell something sweet and hear a soft whimper. We both look up to see Zayn sitting up, staring at us while palming his hard cock.

"Alphas, I need you," He whispers out in a soft sexy voice.