You're perfect...for us

Chapter 51 (M)

Zayn

It has been four days. Four days of heartache. Four days of waiting for our mate to wake. Four days of tears. Four days of increased anxiety and fear. Four days of doubt. Four days of accepting the fact that our mate... our Azazel... One of our alphas... may never wake up again.

Liam has yet to leave his side. Curled into him, growling at anyone who comes near who isn't me or Xavier. And even if it is us, when we try to take him away, he clings harder, growls louder. He hasn't eaten. He hasn't slept. He hasn't showered. He hasn't been functioning properly and I am even more worried because at this rate I feel as if I will lose two of my mates instead of possibly just one. I feel as though I will be alone and broken, missing pieces of me that I need in order to be whole. Sure, I'll have Xavier, but neither of us would ever be the same. We would both be broken, alone, lost... I sigh as I lean my head against the wall I am sitting near, praying to the moon goddess for my mates to pull through this safely so that we can all go home.

After everything happened, the alpha of the pack took us to a home next to the pack house, which they built for us. We have at least 7 rooms, 5 bathrooms, 2 living areas, and a huge kitchen with a big backyard and a pool. We can always add on later, but it is nice to have all the room. Right now, we are holed away in one of the side rooms and I am watching as Liam cries against Azazel's chest again. I got up and rubbed his back, and for the first time in four days... Liam lets go of Azazel and latches on to me. He hugs me so tight that I think he is going to crush me from the force of the hug. But I accept it gratefully and hug him back just as tight, burying my face into his chest, inhaling his natural scent, even though he really needs a shower. I pull away slightly and look up at him, "Liam, sweetie, I know it's hard to leave him, but you not taking care of himself is not helping him. You know he would be the most worried of all of us if he were to see you this way." I reach up and push his hair from his face as he lets out a long sigh, "I know Zayn, but I couldn't leave him. I don't know if you guys noticed, but his heartbeat has finally gotten just a little stronger, and that's the only reason I could bring myself to let him go. I feel as if he will finally be okay if it keeps going this way with his healing. I can't lose him. I can't lose any of you." I smile weakly, kissing his cheek softly, "And we can't lose you silly. None of us." He looks at me with tears in his eyes and pulls me into a long, soft kiss. When we pull away from each other, I let out a shaky breath. Oh, how I missed his lips against mine.

I take him by the hand before speaking again, "Come on. You really need a shower before we get some food for you." I lead him to the bathroom that is in the same room. Once we get in the bathroom, I help him to strip off his clothes, blushing by the time we get to his underwear. I was so focused on his abs that I didn't even notice he had leaned in next to my ear, "Zayn, do you like what you see? Because you are staring pretty hard." I can feel my face heating up, turning a cherry red color. I looked down at my feet out of embarrassment and tried to turn away, but Liam grabbed my waist and pulled me closer to his now completely naked body... Naked?! When did he take his underwear off?! "Zaaaaaaaayn," he said sweetly against my ear in his low, deep voice, "Join me for a shower. I may need your help. I'm feeling a little weak. I don't know if it's from these past few days or from your beauty taking my breath away." I felt my face burn hotter and I knew the color was now spreading to my ears and my neck from his sweet words. I lean forward and kiss his collarbone as I pull up the end of my shirt, pulling away from him and looking him in the eyes, "Of course mate. I would do anything for you."

I finished taking off all my clothes. I can feel Liam's eyes on me the entire time. I look up to see him looking at me with lust filled eyes while he licks his lips. I walk over towards the shower to get the water going and make sure it is nice and warm. I make sure to purposefully sway my hips the entire way since Liam can't seem to take his eyes off me. I finally get the water to the perfect temperature and before I can turn around, I feel arms wrap around my waist and soft lips are placed against the back of my neck gently before a tongue replaces them, licking from the top of my spine and up my neck. A shiver runs through me and I turn around in Liam's arms and grab his face gently before pulling him down into a rough kiss. We may both be omegas, but Liam was raised as an alpha and he still has alpha tendencies around me since I am more submissive, but let's just admit that he is hot as hell any way that he acts. I pull away from the kiss, panting, turning to the shower and slowly stepping inside while holding onto Liam's hand. I turn around and tug his hand lightly, beckoning him to come into the shower with me. He licks his lips before he steps into the shower and, almost immediately, pinning me to the wall, reattaching his lips to mine in another slow passionate kiss. Feeling his hard body pressed against mine and feeling completely content, I let a small whine slip past my lips. This makes Liam push his lips against mine more roughly while he puts his leg between mine and starts to gently push against my hard on. I gasp and he shoves his tongue in my mouth, letting it explore every part as if it will be gone at any moment.

I am so out of it at this point that I cannot think very well so I am just going off of instinct from the pure pleasure of my mate wanting me. I break the kiss and gently push Liam back a few steps until he is against a wall. He watches me carefully with hooded eyes, waiting for me to do something. I don't think he was expecting what came next as I got down on my knees in front of him and immediately started to lick the tip of his excited cock. He gasped loudly and his hands immediately went to my hair and tugged on it. I did not let that stop me though. I slowly licked from the base of his throbbing shaft up to his leaking tip. His grip was tightening and loosening in my hair as I did this, but I didn't mind. I actually really liked it. I took his leaking tip into my mouth and slowly twirled my tongue around it, mixing his precum with my saliva. Liam was above me letting small moans and whines slip from his lips as I slowly lowered myself further onto his cock, a little at a time. Once his cock finally hit the back of my throat, I brought my hand up to his balls, massaging them, making him moan louder and try to thrust into my mouth.

I let go of his balls and grabbed his hips, his cock all the way down my throat so that my nose was touching the skin of his belly, looking up at him with pleading eyes. His grip in my hair tightened as he slowly pulled his cock out and thrust back in just as slowly. I let out a moan that vibrates his cock and he must have liked it because he bucked his hips, making his cock immediately hit the back of my throat while he threw his head back, moaning in pleasure. As he continues to fuck my face, letting out low moans and growls, I made sure to push my tongue against the throbbing vein that runs down his cock as well as swirling it around the head when he pulled out. On one particular thrust, right before he could thrust back in, I was able to lick the slit of his leaky cock, making him cry out in pleasure. I continued to lick the head of his cock, feeling him shudder, before hot, white, sticky strings of cum were shot into my mouth and down my throat. When he was done, he slowly pulled his cock from my mouth. I stared at him through my long lashes, mouth open to show him his cum in my mouth before I swallowed all of it and licked my lips clean.

He helped me to stand in the shower, pulling me into a hug and whispering "thank you" in my ear before kissing my cheek. I hummed and gave him a quick, sweet kiss before reaching and grabbing the shampoo, lathering some into his wet hair. He closed his eyes and held my waist as I continued to massage the shampoo into his scalp. I rinsed it from his hair with the hose before quickly washing mine and then grabbed the body wash to wash him down and make sure he was nice, clean, and relaxed. Once we are all clean, we get out of the shower and dry off. I start to towel dry Liam's hair when we hear a loud groan from the other room. Worried, we rushed into the room to find...

Azazel sitting up in the bed staring at us. After a moment of shock, we ran to him and tackled him into a hug, smiling and crying because our mate had finally woken up. We peppered kisses all over his face as he sat stock still. This worried us so we pulled back and looked at him before he looked at both of us and said something that broke my heart to pieces...

"Who are you two?"