I was grumbling as I walked down the hallways, why Bakugo? Why him? He may be a smartass..and he may be nicer now..and he may be more focused on work..but that doesn't mean he's the better choice!
I may be falling behind a bit but Jiro likes me better, right? Right?
I'm good enough for her, I've been waiting for almost 3 months for her to wake up, I helped her recover, I will continue to help her with anything, I cried everyday for her, I sacrificed my sleep, schoolwork and happiness for her.
Everybody else stopped visiting her after a week, Bakugo only visited twice. He seemed to move on so quickly. What if she died? He probably wouldn't even care!
"Kaminari, are you good?" I glanced at Sero as he looked at me with a concerned expression, I sighed and calmed myself down.
"I'm fine, I was just thinking about some stuff." I mumbled as I walked down the hallway, I saw Bakugo and Jiro walking past and them talking to each other. I saw Jiro elbowing Bakugo and giggling.
Why did they look like they were having a good time? Why was Bakugo not just shouting at Jiro? Why did after everything I've done for Jiro, she never even acts like this to me? Why is this so unfair?
I entered my dorm and sat down on my bed, "why am I so jealous? Why was I observing everything? Why am I so attacked to Jiro? Why am I like this? Why am I crying?"
"Jiro, Jiro, Jiro, Jiro, Jiro, Jiro, Jiro!"
"Why couldn't I just help her? Why am I just so stupid that I wasn't chosen to help her? Why did I sacrifice everything just for nothing? Why am I getting tossed aside?"
"Why does she see me as nothing?"
Tears rolled down my cheek, I curled up into a ball. Just why am I crying so often? I'm such a crybaby, crying for no reason, this is worthless, I'm worthless. What am I doing being so miserable just because Sensei picked someone else who was better for Jiro?
Yeah, it's just that he was smarter, no reason, no other reason at all. Just accept everything and act dumb and cool.
"So are you actually gonna teach me what I've missed?"
"Hell no, just copy from my books. You think I can teach you like 3 months of schoolwork?"
"You're a smartass, why can't you?"
"That's the thing, you're a dumbass."
I giggled and punched Bakugo's shoulder. I saw Kaminari eyeing us, maybe he was just looking around.
I entered my dorm and grabbed some of Bakugo's book and started to take notes from them while Bakugo played on my drums.
Thoughts of Kaminari just kept on playing, I saw a face of despair, confusion and jealousy when he saw Bakugo and I. Why though?
I don't understand, he's also been acting..iffy since the end of school. I mean, he's been slamming his doors, he's been oddly silent, he's been making faces when I'm near Bakugo, he's in his room..
Why is he like this? Am I linked to this? What happened?
What did I do?
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