Only me with you

episodes

Skyes POV:

I woke up with the most God-awful pounding headache.
I know when I get drunk, I have a headache, but this one was the worst. I think I did it to fix the pain. Which worked.

"Here some advil and water," Matt said, handing it to me. "Thank you, Matt." I took the tablet and walked over to the bathroom. God, I looked messed up

"Hey me, Nick, and chris is going to the store to help my mom out with groceries, so we'll be right back, ok?" Matt said, looking at me through the mirror "ok see you guys in a bit" I said, giving a small, tired smile

Now, I was all alone with my thoughts. Once again. Last time i was with my hurtful thoughts, it was when Matt was with that bitch Avery.

I have these episode things where I get anxiety attacks and panic attacks, I shake and freak out. I ignore everyone and everything. Then my friends start to worry which is the worst part. I hate seeing my friends worry about me. I don't like being the attention that they didn't need.

30 minutes goes by until i heard weird noises come from down stairs, which soon I realized someone was breaking in.
I ran into Chris's closet crying. I closed the door silently and put my hand over my mouth. I heard glass breaking and stuff falling, I heard grunting and coughs. Until I heard footsteps coming upstairs. I went silent. Until I heard Chris's door open and then close.

Chris's POV:

"skye?" I said coming I into my room, i heard skye breathing heavily from my cloest, I was so confused with the things broken downstairs and skye in the closet.

"Skye what's wrong, and what happened downstairs?" I asked skye while hugging her, causing her to stand up

She really breath meaning she was having a panic attack. She hadn't have one in a while which means she was relapsing.

"Hey, hey its ok just breath with me. In" i said breathing in trying to get her to calm down"and out" i said breathing out. We did this for a couple more times until her breathing matched mine

"Your ok, I'm here. Just tell me what happend" I asked her. "I'm pretty sure someone broke in" she said making eye contact with me, fear still crowded her eyes

"Ok, well we're all here now and I'm not leaving" skye put her head on my shoulder and closed her eyes for a second.

We cleaned up everything downstairs then went back up

Skyes POV:

"So you just relapsed correct?" Chris asked me. I only ever told Chris,Nick,and Matt
"yeah, but I don't wanna tell Matt and cause I know they worry" I said sitting on the side of Chris's bed

"And I dont?" Chris asked laying down in his bed "no I didn't mean  it like that-"
"Im just teasing skye, but I worry alot about you too, your my bestfriend and I hate when your going through stuff that you don't deserve" Chris said, I laid down next to him

"Thank you chris" "ofcourse"
"and I might be starting to fall for Matt again and don't know what to do" I said really fast
"Oh trust me I know, just do what you have been doing for the last 7 years"
"you saying out loud sounds terrible" I said laughing getting up from his bed

"Should i tell him" i asked chris "only if you're comfortable with it and if your not I can tell him" Chris offered "I'll try first thank you chris, love you" I said hugging him and then walking out of his room and into Matt's

"Hey matt can I talk to you" I asked coming into his room. "Yeah ofcourse, what's up" Matt asked me, patting his hand on the bed next to him signalling for ne to lay next to him.

I laid down next to him and got nervous, starting to pick at my thumbs cuticle, matt noticed and placed his hand on mine.
"Theirs no need to be nervous, you can tell me" Matt said making deep eye connection with me.

"Oh ok well, um I relapsed that's all bye" I said trying to get up fast but instead got pulled by My wrist, making hurt a little

"Sorry I didn't mean to hurt you but you relapsed?! Skye that's serious" said sitting up with me on the bed

"Yeab I know that matt but I can't control and if I could trust me I would" I told Matt

"I know you can't control it but if you relapsed does that mean your gonna block us out again? I can't have that happen I missed you so much and was always worried about you" Matt said, causing me to tear up a little

"I know Matt but I'll try my best not to ok? That was a dark place for me and I don't wanna go back losing my friends in the process as well" I said hugging Matt crying a little

"I'm here if you need me skye always and forever" Matt said playing with my hair a little bit "I love you matt" "i love you too skye" we stayed like this for a good long minute
"How about we watch nightmare before Christmas, I know it's your favorite" Matt said lifting up my chin for me to look at him

"Actually?" "Mhm" Matt hummed "thank you matt" "your welcome"

I made popcorn and got snacks for the movie, 30 minutes into the movie matt fell asleep his head was on my chest and arm around my waist, his grip tight so I gave up of trying to move and fell asleep with him