Only me with you

Gone..

Skyes POV:

Everything I had was and is out

My friends.

My parents.

My dogs.

My grades.

My wisdom to live.

My confidence.

My mental health.

And even worse of all of them..
Matthew sturniolo.

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That day, he just got up and left.
Is the day my whole world shattered.

Flashback, 2 weeks ago.

I'm so so sorry skye, you don't deserve what's happening to you right now. I love you so much, and I'm always, always here, " Chris said, pulling me into a hug

As I was pulling out of the hug, Matt was leaving the room. And I just couldn't believe it.

"Come on, let me and alahna help you get cleaned up," Nick said, pulling me up onto my feet.

We walked to the girls' bathroom no one goes to because it's creepy.

"Why did Matt just get up and leave?" I said as alahna had a paper towel wiping my tears and smudging mascara.
"I don't know, but I'll talk to him for you,"
Nick said with one hand on my shoulder.

"Let's just skip," alahna said, Nick, and i nodded in agreement. Alahna grabs both of our hands and walks over to where Chris is standing.

"Come on, let's go, we're skipping," alahna said, looking up at chris. "But I didn't get to go to the period I see venus yet," Chris said sadly
"Look, how about we all leave, then venus can come over later?" Alahna said, trying to leave.

"Fine, you're lucky I love you, skye," Chris said, throwing his arm around my shoulders
"Mhm," I hummed.

We got in alahnas car, Nick in the passenger seat, leaving Chris and I in the back.

I rested my head on Chris's shoulder, his arm still on my shoulders. I closed my eyes in tiredness, but I was hoping that Matt would call or text and say how bad he felt or something.
All I wanted was Matt. No I didn't want him.

I needed him.

End of flashback
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"Hey, skye, are you almost ready?" Mary-lou asked me. Today was the day of my parents' funeral. I didn't know what emotion to feel
So I decided not to feel any. No emotions in my way.

"Yeah, I just need to put on my heels," I said answering "ok we'll be in the car." "ok." I put on my heels and walked to the van.

I've been staying with the sturniolo's, since my parents passed

Once I got into the car, everyone went silent.
Nobody bothered me because they knew I didn't want to be.

Once we got to the funeral, everyone sat down at the table that was reserved for the guess family. A couple of tears came down my face as the people did the speech.

Jimmy, Mary-lou, Nick, chris, and Matt said a speech. "Do you have your speech ready?" Chris asked me quiet enough for me to hear.

"Yeah, should I go?" "If you're ready, and i could always come up there with you," Chris said, putting his hand on my shoulder.

"Yeah, let's go," I said, holding Chris's shoulder. I would have chosen Matt, but we've been ignoring each other since he left.

"Since the day I was born, I could remember, I always loved my parents. They have been by my side, though my ups and downs. My highs and lows. They got me everything I wanted and more I could ask for. I was so grateful for them, and I still am. They will never know how much I loved them and how much I cherished their positive energy. And to that, I say I love you, mom. I love you, dad. Thank you for being my parents, my best friends, and my whole world, may both of you rest in peace. "
I said, crying and choking up on a few words.

Chris held my hand all the way until we sat back down. Matt finally spoke a few words to me, "Hey, you did good, I'm proud." "Thank you," I said back.

Once we buried them side by side and did the ceremony, we all went back home.

"Hey hun, you doing alright?" Mary-lou asked me. I was staying in their guest bedroom, but I decorated it a long, long time ago, so I felt at home.

"Mhm, I'm just a little tired. That's all, " I said, smiling back at her, "ok, we'll dinner is going to be done soon. " "ok, thank you. " she left my room, closing the door.

Chris's POV:

"Hey, skye dinner is -" I cut off my words when I saw her fast asleep, I've never been so heartbroken than today. My bestfriends mental health was suffering, her parents just died, and she lost her dogs.

She only told me, but since she couldn't be at her house anymore, she had to get rid of them. We didn't have the room for both of them, so she just gave them up.

"She sleeping," I said, making my plate of pasta
"Ok, just let her. She needs it. These last few weeks have been rough on her, and she needs a break, " my dad said.

Matt hasn't talked to her since he just left her sitting and crying. I could tell he wanted to apologize, but he didn't know how, and skye wanted to talk to him, but at the same time, didn't.

After we ate, I went upstairs to skyes' room to check up on her, I turned her TV off, closed her blinds, and put a blanket over her since she was shivering.

I want my best friend to feel better. She needs to feel better.